Background
Background with Women
Even though I lost my virginity in my late 20s for many years afterwards I did suffer from self esteem issues as alot of members on this board. This made me feel like the kind of guy who was never ever worthy of a quality woman.
Background with Career
Followed the traditional route of going to university, getting a degree, getting my second job in an investment bank in the city. I have always had a specific talent for technical sh*t which helped me move up the ranks. However I went through periods of depression, sadness, loneliness. Even bullying from coworkers. Stemming from a childhood of family pressure to get good job and settle down asap. Even after buying my own appartment and living by myself.
Years later started my own company, began jetting around the world undertaking work fro clients. Went through a dark period in my life after being rejected by both men women felt let down. Which led me to descend down a dark hole after being invited to crazy parties of sex orgies and shit. It felt good at the time but looking back what a waste.
One thing let to another discovered self help, hypnosis, sedona, therapy. Which helped but didnt solve everything.
Fifteen years later discovered subs. Purchased AMS 5 years ago did two years of listening which helped followed by SM which I gave up half way. Then decided on DSMI.
DSMI 2.2 helped me to alot i feel almost zero anger towards those who mistreated me. No masturbated since I used it for four weeks.
Now i started 2.3
Background with Women
Even though I lost my virginity in my late 20s for many years afterwards I did suffer from self esteem issues as alot of members on this board. This made me feel like the kind of guy who was never ever worthy of a quality woman.
Background with Career
Followed the traditional route of going to university, getting a degree, getting my second job in an investment bank in the city. I have always had a specific talent for technical sh*t which helped me move up the ranks. However I went through periods of depression, sadness, loneliness. Even bullying from coworkers. Stemming from a childhood of family pressure to get good job and settle down asap. Even after buying my own appartment and living by myself.
Years later started my own company, began jetting around the world undertaking work fro clients. Went through a dark period in my life after being rejected by both men women felt let down. Which led me to descend down a dark hole after being invited to crazy parties of sex orgies and shit. It felt good at the time but looking back what a waste.
One thing let to another discovered self help, hypnosis, sedona, therapy. Which helped but didnt solve everything.
Fifteen years later discovered subs. Purchased AMS 5 years ago did two years of listening which helped followed by SM which I gave up half way. Then decided on DSMI.
DSMI 2.2 helped me to alot i feel almost zero anger towards those who mistreated me. No masturbated since I used it for four weeks.
Now i started 2.3
