03-06-2017, 10:32 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-04-2017, 01:51 PM by AlphaScorpio.)
Hey guys, so don't want to make much of a scene with this journal it's gonna be low key and just me posting when I see something important shifting.
Using Masked TS at the moment as I had an urge to switch to it yesterday.
On day 5 of 3.1 here's what I've noticed;
-Increased need for sleep
-Increased snapping at people/things (but very quickly recover my composure)
-Anxiety (this is on and off however)
-No increase in hunger actually
-Random pictures of women in my head during mornings on a few occasions
-Nightmare dream
-Dream about women (can't remember it well, Probably fucking or flirting etc.)
I had a dream last night where I saw someone having their head cut off and mutilated it was horrific I woke up during the night and prayed to God that this evil would go away. I had weird energy running through my body.
I also found myself expressing statements such as I choose to let my mind execute the script of DMSI 3.1, I choose to heal etc. etc. and various other affirmations I don't know how much of this was conscious but I realized I was doing it.
At work today I had the black girl from my previous journal (who I've had some flirting etc. with) pop into my workplace out of NOWHERE, I was focusing on my work then saw someone in the corner of my eye and I looked up and saw it was her I was like WTF!? Had a chat with her, she said she thought that someone she knew worked here but couldn't remember who, she said she was wanting a full time job. This was such a random coincidence or was it a manifestation? weird.
I have noticed a few IoIs but nothing out of the ordinary and the aura/heat is subtle sometimes it's there other times it isn't.
I will stay on A for as long as is necessary as I need healing.
Using Masked TS at the moment as I had an urge to switch to it yesterday.
On day 5 of 3.1 here's what I've noticed;
-Increased need for sleep
-Increased snapping at people/things (but very quickly recover my composure)
-Anxiety (this is on and off however)
-No increase in hunger actually
-Random pictures of women in my head during mornings on a few occasions
-Nightmare dream
-Dream about women (can't remember it well, Probably fucking or flirting etc.)
I had a dream last night where I saw someone having their head cut off and mutilated it was horrific I woke up during the night and prayed to God that this evil would go away. I had weird energy running through my body.
I also found myself expressing statements such as I choose to let my mind execute the script of DMSI 3.1, I choose to heal etc. etc. and various other affirmations I don't know how much of this was conscious but I realized I was doing it.
At work today I had the black girl from my previous journal (who I've had some flirting etc. with) pop into my workplace out of NOWHERE, I was focusing on my work then saw someone in the corner of my eye and I looked up and saw it was her I was like WTF!? Had a chat with her, she said she thought that someone she knew worked here but couldn't remember who, she said she was wanting a full time job. This was such a random coincidence or was it a manifestation? weird.
I have noticed a few IoIs but nothing out of the ordinary and the aura/heat is subtle sometimes it's there other times it isn't.
I will stay on A for as long as is necessary as I need healing.