Hope everyone has had an enjoyable week.
Tonight starts my 4th cycle of 3.3-D. It'll be sleep phones, 7 or 8 clicks, ocean surf hybrid.
Been snippy the past few days. I wasn't this way on USLM. Something fear-related is causing me significant subconscious stress, and it manifests as a short-temper. This is the way I felt the entire 3.2 run. I don't know how much time it will take for this to pass, but let's just say that if I had access to 3.3-C, I'd be running that tonight instead.
Last night was the first dream in awhile there's been anything sexual (that I can remember). This girl was wrestling with other women, and she got all guttural and animalistic, snarling and shit. Then she ripped her shirt off, and that was nice, lol.
Not going to say a whole lot about seeing my in-laws over Christmas, but I will say that 3.3 is much more enticing than 3.2. I'm seeing 3.1 levels of attraction, and maybe there's underlying feeling of more-than-that. I also caught my SIL staring longingly at my junk, lol. The thing that wigged me out was my MIL was also more attracted. She came up to me and planted her hand on my chest for a good 5 seconds as she smiled and said something, and also sat next to me on the couch and crotch displayed - even waggled her legs open and shut. Ugh! :hivers::
Anyway, that story will resume New Years Eve. BIL & SIL are coming over for dinner and games. Should be interesting, to say the least.
EDIT: Oh, and I've been having these strange-feeling headaches at night most nights. They start in on the back side of my head. Really weird. I also had a few periods of feeling nauseous, and bouts of profound sadness at SIL's house.
Tonight starts my 4th cycle of 3.3-D. It'll be sleep phones, 7 or 8 clicks, ocean surf hybrid.
Been snippy the past few days. I wasn't this way on USLM. Something fear-related is causing me significant subconscious stress, and it manifests as a short-temper. This is the way I felt the entire 3.2 run. I don't know how much time it will take for this to pass, but let's just say that if I had access to 3.3-C, I'd be running that tonight instead.
Last night was the first dream in awhile there's been anything sexual (that I can remember). This girl was wrestling with other women, and she got all guttural and animalistic, snarling and shit. Then she ripped her shirt off, and that was nice, lol.
Not going to say a whole lot about seeing my in-laws over Christmas, but I will say that 3.3 is much more enticing than 3.2. I'm seeing 3.1 levels of attraction, and maybe there's underlying feeling of more-than-that. I also caught my SIL staring longingly at my junk, lol. The thing that wigged me out was my MIL was also more attracted. She came up to me and planted her hand on my chest for a good 5 seconds as she smiled and said something, and also sat next to me on the couch and crotch displayed - even waggled her legs open and shut. Ugh! :hivers::
Anyway, that story will resume New Years Eve. BIL & SIL are coming over for dinner and games. Should be interesting, to say the least.
EDIT: Oh, and I've been having these strange-feeling headaches at night most nights. They start in on the back side of my head. Really weird. I also had a few periods of feeling nauseous, and bouts of profound sadness at SIL's house.