5 days of 3.3 under my belt, and it was a pretty smooth ride. I've read about that not being the case w/ some others. Not sure if it's b/c they've not been exposed to FRM before and I have (with USLM2/3) or what.
Tonight starts the SASRB of 2 days off.
Had sex w/ wife easily last night. I entered some kind of weird trance (lol) and felt like I could go forever. I thought my wife had an orgasm, so I allowed myself to almost have mine, but it turned out she didn't...Once I'm at that point, that's about all she wrote. Oh well, we'll see how the performance module adjusts my performance for next time.
Had some nutty dreams last night. I'll mention the bits & pieces I remember...
There was a dream where I may have been a woman and I was cornered in a room, being chased by people who were trying to catch (and possibly kill) me. At the last second, I found a secret passage that led me outside. I could feel the excitement, and knew that "they" were unable to follow me. When I got outside, I was on a mountainside. It was night, and below was an exchange of gunfire erupting from army jeeps.
In another dream, I was being driven in a luxury car convertible by an older woman w/ short hair and glasses. She was blabbing at me instructions, and I told her, "Well, if you know me, I'll never do what you're telling me to. The more you tell me what to do, the more I won't do it." Then she put the pedal-to-the-metal and drove us into a building - right through the glass door. Glass shattered and flew everywhere. Then my viewpoint changed - I left the person I "was" like an out-of-body-experience. From my new first person POV, I watched the person I was scream and play victim, bleeding while laying on the ground. From my new perspective, I had no emotion about it. I was merely an observer.
Last dream I remember parts of was really weird. I was somehow simultaneously in front of my home AND in "the wilderness" w/ the protagonist of the show Outlander. It was night, and we were analyzing the sky. I was trying to point out a specific pattern of stars that he couldn't see. So to find it, I pointed to the Little Dipper, Orion's Belt, etc. Then a set of stars turned animated and became a fuckin' goat w/ giant horns (?) and was bucking its head wildly. Next, Outlander dude said there was a demon next to us, invisible and hiding...and then my next door neighbor pulls out of her driveway (she was a woman who's not actually my neighbor in a car that's not my neighbor's car). She waved at me, and I waved back, now somehow wearing a cardboard box on my head. Next thing I know, I'm in a hotel elevator, going back to my room, and some of my cats (from real life) are there. Three of them are covered in some sort of oil, and clearly sick. One is on the floor, laid out and relaxed, perfectly fine...but there's shit in the corner. Then the elevator gets stuck. That's the second dream I've had involving my pets this week. Really fuckin' weird.
Tonight starts the SASRB of 2 days off.
Had sex w/ wife easily last night. I entered some kind of weird trance (lol) and felt like I could go forever. I thought my wife had an orgasm, so I allowed myself to almost have mine, but it turned out she didn't...Once I'm at that point, that's about all she wrote. Oh well, we'll see how the performance module adjusts my performance for next time.
Had some nutty dreams last night. I'll mention the bits & pieces I remember...
There was a dream where I may have been a woman and I was cornered in a room, being chased by people who were trying to catch (and possibly kill) me. At the last second, I found a secret passage that led me outside. I could feel the excitement, and knew that "they" were unable to follow me. When I got outside, I was on a mountainside. It was night, and below was an exchange of gunfire erupting from army jeeps.
In another dream, I was being driven in a luxury car convertible by an older woman w/ short hair and glasses. She was blabbing at me instructions, and I told her, "Well, if you know me, I'll never do what you're telling me to. The more you tell me what to do, the more I won't do it." Then she put the pedal-to-the-metal and drove us into a building - right through the glass door. Glass shattered and flew everywhere. Then my viewpoint changed - I left the person I "was" like an out-of-body-experience. From my new first person POV, I watched the person I was scream and play victim, bleeding while laying on the ground. From my new perspective, I had no emotion about it. I was merely an observer.
Last dream I remember parts of was really weird. I was somehow simultaneously in front of my home AND in "the wilderness" w/ the protagonist of the show Outlander. It was night, and we were analyzing the sky. I was trying to point out a specific pattern of stars that he couldn't see. So to find it, I pointed to the Little Dipper, Orion's Belt, etc. Then a set of stars turned animated and became a fuckin' goat w/ giant horns (?) and was bucking its head wildly. Next, Outlander dude said there was a demon next to us, invisible and hiding...and then my next door neighbor pulls out of her driveway (she was a woman who's not actually my neighbor in a car that's not my neighbor's car). She waved at me, and I waved back, now somehow wearing a cardboard box on my head. Next thing I know, I'm in a hotel elevator, going back to my room, and some of my cats (from real life) are there. Three of them are covered in some sort of oil, and clearly sick. One is on the floor, laid out and relaxed, perfectly fine...but there's shit in the corner. Then the elevator gets stuck. That's the second dream I've had involving my pets this week. Really fuckin' weird.
