03-01-2018, 10:14 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-01-2018, 10:18 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
Day 6
-Today I missed going in to my furniture school as I felt like hiding away and recovering energy. First day I have missed since starting school.
-broke noporn fapped like 4 times
-feel like im cocooning and trying to run away
-resentment towards women thoughts such as "why would I even bother trying to game women it seems impossible to win" and "Why should I do all the effort"
-went to bed at like 10:20pm last night which is the earliest I have gone to bed in a LONG time.
-being an asshole to women online
-I'm a dick
-Had first sex dream last night, dreaming of doing this black chick with a huge booty doggystyle, it was awesome, woke up rock hard. Noticing more erections and horniness.
Going to be experimenting with lower volume on Hybrid FLAC listening now at 25% volume
-Today I missed going in to my furniture school as I felt like hiding away and recovering energy. First day I have missed since starting school.
-broke noporn fapped like 4 times
-feel like im cocooning and trying to run away
-resentment towards women thoughts such as "why would I even bother trying to game women it seems impossible to win" and "Why should I do all the effort"
-went to bed at like 10:20pm last night which is the earliest I have gone to bed in a LONG time.
-being an asshole to women online
-I'm a dick
-Had first sex dream last night, dreaming of doing this black chick with a huge booty doggystyle, it was awesome, woke up rock hard. Noticing more erections and horniness.
Going to be experimenting with lower volume on Hybrid FLAC listening now at 25% volume
