Okay, I've completely neglected this journal, but I'll try to remember the most important things:
- Still tired a lot of the time, especially when I'm outdoors. I was beginning to doubt if I'm an extrovert, but then I realized I have a significant collection of healing crystals at home, which I've programmed to channel certain energies at their maximum capacity. The struggle for energy is real.
- My main approach in flirting relies heavily on talking a lot, preferably about shared passions, and teasing. If I'm tired though, that doesn't work. I become too rational, self-absorbed and disinterested. I appreciate all the stuff that went in 3.1, but it's definitely not working well in the short term. I'm noticing a lot of changes, so the long term evaluation could be different. Still, I feel as if with this level of energy sourcing we're past the point where more is better, but that's just my limited perspective, I know.
- One more point regarding tiredness - had a few days where, surprisingly, I was actually quite energetic, focused and ready for action. Then, it reversed back to this tired state... just after I bragged to some members here that I was feeling ready to execute. lol
- Still, no mental tiredness though - just physical. Mentally I'm sharp, but my body doesn't respond nearly as fast as I'd like.
- Outward results - girls doing weird stuff trying to get my attention. Or at least it seems that way. Way too tired and disinterested to check it out most of the time. It is beginning to sound like an excuse, I know. I would really like it if it turned out I was just bullshitting myself and it was just resistance.
That's off the top of my head, I'll be sure to share it if I remember more.
- Still tired a lot of the time, especially when I'm outdoors. I was beginning to doubt if I'm an extrovert, but then I realized I have a significant collection of healing crystals at home, which I've programmed to channel certain energies at their maximum capacity. The struggle for energy is real.
- My main approach in flirting relies heavily on talking a lot, preferably about shared passions, and teasing. If I'm tired though, that doesn't work. I become too rational, self-absorbed and disinterested. I appreciate all the stuff that went in 3.1, but it's definitely not working well in the short term. I'm noticing a lot of changes, so the long term evaluation could be different. Still, I feel as if with this level of energy sourcing we're past the point where more is better, but that's just my limited perspective, I know.
- One more point regarding tiredness - had a few days where, surprisingly, I was actually quite energetic, focused and ready for action. Then, it reversed back to this tired state... just after I bragged to some members here that I was feeling ready to execute. lol
- Still, no mental tiredness though - just physical. Mentally I'm sharp, but my body doesn't respond nearly as fast as I'd like.
- Outward results - girls doing weird stuff trying to get my attention. Or at least it seems that way. Way too tired and disinterested to check it out most of the time. It is beginning to sound like an excuse, I know. I would really like it if it turned out I was just bullshitting myself and it was just resistance.
That's off the top of my head, I'll be sure to share it if I remember more.
