DMSI 3.1 Call me Thomas Jonathan Jackson

[Darwinn]

"Make up your mind, and pursue it. Choose her, and you have to stop using DMSI and stagnate for the rest of your life unless you can get her to change... and you can't change anyone but yourself."


I'm just curious about your view here Shannon. In your paradigm, is sticking with one woman a choice to 'stagnate'.

[SargeMaximus]

My advice is don't take advice of virgins... in any field.

Totally unnecessary. Where's the dislike?

Why? It may be harsh but it's totally true and i've said it enough times to Sarge myself.

I don't think it's true, especially the any field part. the getting laid part, yes. But if you're successful in other areas you can be learned from.

My comment was an extension of what I do in sales which is to realize that if people respect you they won't waste your time, thus anyone wasting your time isn't respecting you and also is no longer worth your time.

[swisston]

The no fap continues. There are slight urges, but nothing like it used to be. This alone is a major reason for me doing DMSI.

Feeling pretty horny today though. Watch out ladies.

I realised that all of the women in my regular environment that I am attracted to are in relationships. The only one who isn't is the hairdresser who was begging me multiple times to have sex with her last time we went out. And they all know that I'm in a LTR as well.

Perhaps I'm pining after women I can't/shouldn't so that I can avoid success. Scratches an itch without any real risk.

I need some new test subjects.... hot single women. Instantly that thought makes me nervous though.... because if it works then I'm at risk of 'cheating' and therefore a bad person. Fuck you social conditioning.

[blackwing Z]

Virgin at a field is not to be listened to for advice. What is there to discuss?

[swisston]

Today the receptionist was saying that she was feeling really hot. It wasn't that warm.

She then said "Oh, why don't we go on holiday together? I really want to go on holiday."

"Sure. I'm in" I replied.

"Hmm, I think that might just finish off my bf, taking our inappropriate friendship too far".

She was then telling me about her dream involving her bf swallowing snakes and a seed growing into a flower inside her mouth. We did some Googling on dream analysis.... she read out a thing about how it is related to developing strong sexual feelings towards someone. " I suppose that will be my bf" she said.

"No, it's definitely me" I replied.

I then sat for five minutes resting a catalogue on her lap as I flicked through it. Completely unnecessary, but she didn't move or complain.

[swisston]

In other news, a very attractive Russian (highly anglicised and married with kids of course) member of our gym came to our running club last night at my suggestion. She's intelligent, quirky and caring and we get on very well.

I didn't get to chat to her very much, so messaged her afterwards to suggest we go for a run together and we are now just picking a date and time.

[swisston]

Like Catman, I'm hoping for a quick release of 3.2 now. I've got multiple festivals coming up in June so I have a chance to run this thing without gf being present for several days at a time.

No better chance to see if that aura will finally fire up!

[swisston]

Other people often talk about their dreams on DMSI. Mine mostly seen normal. Nothing sexual.

Last night, however, was more of an apocalypse survival dream. I've had a few of those on DMSI.

Tonight is our works night out. Doesn't start until 21:30. Goddammit young people. I'm going to have to have a serious afternoon nap and a strong coffee before I go if I'm going to make it past midnight.

[Shannon]

Are the apocalypse dreams your subconscious trying to express what it believes will happen if you execute the script?

[swisston]

That was my thought.

White napping today I dreamed ​about chasing someone and then slipping and sliding on my arse.... but couldn't stop and was barely avoiding falling down stairs as I slid across a massive lobby. I still quite enjoyed the experience oddly.

Again, a theme of sliding towards destruction. The fear is real!

[Shannon]

That was my thought.

White napping today I dreamed ​about chasing someone and then slipping and sliding on my arse.... but couldn't stop and was barely avoiding falling down stairs as I slid across a massive lobby. I still quite enjoyed the experience oddly.

Again, a theme of sliding towards destruction. The fear is real!

Or maybe a theme of being drawn to a goal that you fear might be dangerous, but which is not, and which you know you will enjoy.

Destruction seems a bit exaggerated... going down a flight of stairs would hardly be destruction.

But it seems that DMSI is starting to pull the train.

[swisston]

Had a bit of obsession with the receptionist as we went out last night. She was the only person I was really looking forward to spending time with. Of course, she actually spent the evening with her girl friends and there was no way I was going to follow her round.

So I actually saw very little of her. My inner child had a tantrum that I wasn't the special one she chose to spend time with.

DMSI wasn't working, and I was very much stuck in my own head for the first half of the evening. Once we got to a club though, I managed to move on and just dance and have some fun. You know that you're doing well when your tracker tells you that you have done 12,000 steps by 3:30am.

I have realised that I create fantasies around unavailable women, like my celeb client and the receptionist, and focus my energy on those. I get frustrated when nothing materialises, even though I'm not sure I actually want it to.

This is how I have run the last 20 years of my life. Now I don't use porn or other non nude images, I guess my subconscious is looking for alternative fantasy routes.

[Shannon]

So how was DMSI not working? I thought it was a set of spoken instructions you listened to? Can't you listen to it?

[swisston]

As in, no aura that I could detect, no external attention from women.