Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)

[Shannon]

Day 15 ->I finally seem to know what is going on in me. I am stuck and I don't know how to get out of. I am demotivated because experiences in the past brought me nothing at all no matter how hard I tried and worked. I am feeling like a ship without a direction. Maybe I am still in a grieving process? I lost my best pet friend 5 months ago. I took care of him and I was living for him past years.....He was my goal for living these past years. I miss my buddy.

Day 16 ->Demotivated, back-pain + leg pain almost gone, very emotional.

Day 17 ->Demotivated, no more back-pain and no more leg pain. Emotions anger and frustration.
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Re Shannon I do understand why I have these intense emotions this is because of my hormonal system. I used to have monthly periods that made me physical and emotional a wreck what of course hinders me in my daily life. This has a huge impact om my self esteem, confidence in my physicality, gives me feelings of shame and guilt and live in general.
Also I believe that I store a lot of underlying emotions in my body that acts out in my physicality.
Emotional pain that manifests in physical pain. I know this sub will work for me , when my monthly periods are getting easier. Because they are physical and emotion a h... for me.

Before I started with this sub I did the CUPR 3 G 63 days. I started with CUPR 3 G for the same reasons. My hormonal system and back-pain. The back was gone and I did have 2 monthly periods during this sub and the monthly periods didn't make me that ill as they used to do.
A nice side effect of the CUPR 3 G was that I used to have spontaneous nose bleeding when the weathers gets colder. I did only have nose bleeding in the first week when I start listing to the sub.

Re Elusive for me it feels indeed that emotional pain is chronic & useless.

Interesting, so in your case, the sub will simply take longer than expected.