06-24-2018, 02:08 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-24-2018, 02:10 PM by JCasterlin.)
Day 2 Update - The more I think about it the more I understand how important it is that I chose to run E2. I have probably posted about this before but two things I have sort of semi been obsessed with over the last fifteen or so years is personal responsibility & becoming emotionally healthy. I feel a big part of personal responsibility is to do everything you can to become as mentally & emotionally healthy as possible . Given how I was raised by parents & step parents who have or do respond to any minor life inconvenience with the emotional maturity of a toddler I am not only more determined to achieve my goal but often blown away by the fact that I am who I am now that such a goal is a priority. Especially since I have at least two siblings who are intent on continuing the mental & emotional legacy of their parents. In the past I've told my wife & a few friends how I always felt like something was in the way of me becoming who I want to be. I wasn't then or now playing victim or putting my situation on someone else. Mainly because I always as still do feel it wasn't or isn't something outside of me causing the stuck feeling.