Blink DMSI 3.1 Journal

[Blink]

Days 2-4: March 4th-6th, 2017

Version: 3.1A
Format: Trickling Stream Hybrid / Ultrasonic
Player: VLC on PC / Phone
Volume: -30dB at Source, -65dB at Ears

Observations:

• I don't like ultrasonic as much as hybrid. It's just a gut feeling. Maybe I'm being guided not to use it.
  
• No physical sensations whatsoever.
  
• Mood is up. No tiredness or hunger to report.
  
• Endurance at boxing was at another level. I was punching mitts for 3 minutes straight before realizing that it had been that long. And something was different in the way I sweat. The best way I can describe it is, it felt softer. This is not making any sense even to me right now as I type, but it felt different in a very pleasant way.
  
• A thought popped up at random: "Why don't I just let it go and start accepting this script?" I think this is huge! I did not force that thought as I usually do, it just came by itself as I was walking down the street.
  
• I looked pretty good in the mirror at the gym. All I could think of was "hot damn"
  
• While at a restaurant with a couple of friends, a server with drinks came to our table. I was the one closest to her and she couldn't hold the drinks straight and one of the beers fell on her and she could only hold it with her chest. Without even thinking twice, I reached for it and helped her out. She needed it and nothing was spilled. After she left, my friends started busting my balls for what happened. Only then I realized what I had done Hello autopilot!
  

Reactions:

• IoI's:
  • Receptionist at restaurant decided to put her hair up, exposing underarms, when I asked for a table.
    
  • While at the restaurant, a friend decided to sit closer to me than to her husband. When I ordered, she said that she was gonna have a bite from my plate as my girlfriend would if she were there. She was looking way more beautiful than usual that night too. Damn...
    
  • A shy smile and eye contact from from an Asian cutie. She looked down afterwards. I have a weakness for Asians.
    
  • A couple of forced smiles.
    
  • Some hair flips here and there, but I can never tell if it was directed towards me or someone else when in public, or if it was just the wind. Worth mentioning, I suppose.
    
  
  
• Celeb Effect:
  • I had an older woman (maybe in her 50's?) stare at me while sitting at a restaurant with my girlfriend. Even she noticed that and commented on it. It wasn't a look that she was attracted at all. It was more like confused / "do I know this person?" kinda look. Given, she was sitting right across from our table, so looks would have been inevitable. But this wasn't just a random look. She was still staring as she left.
    
  • Some person said hi to me and started a conversation. Only after seeing the confusion on my face, did he realize that I'm not who he thought I was This has happened twice before in my life, as far as I can recall, last time being years ago, so I'm not chalking this up to mere coincidence. I like the "celeb effect" explanation, and I'm sticking to it!
    

Dreams:

• They're all blurry, but I had two dreams involving two previous girlfriends, one that I'm completely over and haven't thought about in ages, and another still gives me sad feeling when I think about.
  
• SargeMaximus was my best friend in another and he had a girlfriend. Hope this is a vision, Sarge! That, or I'm spending way too much time on here