08-13-2015, 10:57 AM
Day 2 8/13/15
Today I'm feeling quite productive despite having a tough time sleeping. I became really needy for attention of my girlfriend. We haven't seen each other for a long time because she is in an important phase of her life and she needed to focus on her studies. I started to think about why I felt really needy and I think its rooted to the lack of attention from my parents. My mom and dad always worked to late night. When my dad retired, He kept to himself and was working on making and fixing things. That's in the past and I hope i can get past it.
In the morning, I hit my weights and rep ranges. I lost some strength and the cut doesn't really help me. I finally finished the first draft of my updated resume. I have been procrastinating the h** out of doing it.
I am really looking forward to college because it's a clean slate and I want to build a better foundation for the rest of my life.
Today I'm feeling quite productive despite having a tough time sleeping. I became really needy for attention of my girlfriend. We haven't seen each other for a long time because she is in an important phase of her life and she needed to focus on her studies. I started to think about why I felt really needy and I think its rooted to the lack of attention from my parents. My mom and dad always worked to late night. When my dad retired, He kept to himself and was working on making and fixing things. That's in the past and I hope i can get past it.
In the morning, I hit my weights and rep ranges. I lost some strength and the cut doesn't really help me. I finally finished the first draft of my updated resume. I have been procrastinating the h** out of doing it.
I am really looking forward to college because it's a clean slate and I want to build a better foundation for the rest of my life.
