09-13-2017, 05:04 PM
Day 8
Sticking to 12+ hours a day. Headphones, speakers, ultrasonic flac.
This feels like I'm listening to AM6. I feel more masculine, centered, grounded, confident, assertive, and sure of myself. That bitch voice in my head is totally gone. The first few days I was feeling a lot of motivation and drive to do entrepreneur...stuff, ya know, money on the mind, ideas flowing. Now, however, It really feels like I'm on Am6. Not so much entrepreneur stuff for the past few days.
have also been feeling more confident at my job and with interacting with people. My current job project is a doozy that got dumped on my desk. Going into it I felt like an intern. Now, (past few days) I'm taking charge, making calls, and calling people out for crap and inconsistencies. They wanted to blame me, but f*ck that, I let them know whats up. Not in a rude way, quite the contrary. I asserted myself in the way that a CEO would. I feel the discipline kicking in. I want to give up but a voice in my head says "But you have to" so I keep going until I'm done.
More emotionally clearing and healing. I hit some more lows but feeling that kind of emotion is cathartic in its own way. I feel some ego balancing kicking in as well. I feel more emotionally stable and more relate-able... a bit more genuine perhaps.
Thats all for now
Sticking to 12+ hours a day. Headphones, speakers, ultrasonic flac.
This feels like I'm listening to AM6. I feel more masculine, centered, grounded, confident, assertive, and sure of myself. That bitch voice in my head is totally gone. The first few days I was feeling a lot of motivation and drive to do entrepreneur...stuff, ya know, money on the mind, ideas flowing. Now, however, It really feels like I'm on Am6. Not so much entrepreneur stuff for the past few days.
have also been feeling more confident at my job and with interacting with people. My current job project is a doozy that got dumped on my desk. Going into it I felt like an intern. Now, (past few days) I'm taking charge, making calls, and calling people out for crap and inconsistencies. They wanted to blame me, but f*ck that, I let them know whats up. Not in a rude way, quite the contrary. I asserted myself in the way that a CEO would. I feel the discipline kicking in. I want to give up but a voice in my head says "But you have to" so I keep going until I'm done.
More emotionally clearing and healing. I hit some more lows but feeling that kind of emotion is cathartic in its own way. I feel some ego balancing kicking in as well. I feel more emotionally stable and more relate-able... a bit more genuine perhaps.
Thats all for now
