Day 5
I should mention that to some of you I may be a day ahead of the day I am posting. For example if I started listening to the sub on the night of a Wednesday then I would consider Thursday to be day 1.
I've been feeling some sadness and clearing these past 2 days. The entrepreneur thing seems to be in the back of my head and the foreground of my thoughts are occupied by reminiscing about my past and contemplating life. I dug up an old youtube song playlist from my high school emo days. How I'm feeling now is similar to clearing and healing that I felt from AM6 within the first 2 stages. Day 4 my inner bitch voice came back, and now today ( day 5) I feel more masculine and grounded. ya know, that high pitched voice in your head that you want to punch... those guys that use a high pitched voice to their girlfriends because theyre weak and cant assert themselves. As I type this I'm sad but it feels good to be going through. I wouldn't change it. Last night on auto pilot I just started cleaning my whole apartment. I finally put away the suitcases that I had sprawled out in my room from when I first moved here in June. (its now September). I do enjoy this because with MLS 5.5 I very much felt like a beta. It will be nice to feel down to earth, calm, and collected once again, as I see things are going this way now. Build the BASE and I will climb to the top.
I should mention that to some of you I may be a day ahead of the day I am posting. For example if I started listening to the sub on the night of a Wednesday then I would consider Thursday to be day 1.
I've been feeling some sadness and clearing these past 2 days. The entrepreneur thing seems to be in the back of my head and the foreground of my thoughts are occupied by reminiscing about my past and contemplating life. I dug up an old youtube song playlist from my high school emo days. How I'm feeling now is similar to clearing and healing that I felt from AM6 within the first 2 stages. Day 4 my inner bitch voice came back, and now today ( day 5) I feel more masculine and grounded. ya know, that high pitched voice in your head that you want to punch... those guys that use a high pitched voice to their girlfriends because theyre weak and cant assert themselves. As I type this I'm sad but it feels good to be going through. I wouldn't change it. Last night on auto pilot I just started cleaning my whole apartment. I finally put away the suitcases that I had sprawled out in my room from when I first moved here in June. (its now September). I do enjoy this because with MLS 5.5 I very much felt like a beta. It will be nice to feel down to earth, calm, and collected once again, as I see things are going this way now. Build the BASE and I will climb to the top.
