04-26-2021, 05:43 PM
I saw something about OFv3 show up on my RSS reader, and when coming to look at it, I ran across this post:
I’ve tried some of the subs in the past and have run into deep issues that they weren’t resolving, but this made me think.
I’ve been doing various clinical sessions lately, and one of them brought me back to my childhood. I’ve talked in these posts about having a “pain in my chest”, but that’s my adult experience. As a child, what showed up was an intense self-hatred and feeling of worthlessness. It felt like who I was was this sense of worthlessness and self-hatred, and I consider the fact that I didn’t commit suicide as a child from that self-hatred one of my biggest accomplishments.
That sense of self-hatred as identity is still strong. If I ask the question, “who is whome?” to myself, the feelings of worthlessness and self-hatred still come up in reply.
After I saw @Shannon’s post, I looked at the page and saw:
Is that what you were referring to, Shannon? This strikes me as possibly being very targeted in terms of the help I need.
"Shannon” Wrote: I am seeing evidence that Aura of Love may be useful for helping certain types of depression.
I’ve tried some of the subs in the past and have run into deep issues that they weren’t resolving, but this made me think.
I’ve been doing various clinical sessions lately, and one of them brought me back to my childhood. I’ve talked in these posts about having a “pain in my chest”, but that’s my adult experience. As a child, what showed up was an intense self-hatred and feeling of worthlessness. It felt like who I was was this sense of worthlessness and self-hatred, and I consider the fact that I didn’t commit suicide as a child from that self-hatred one of my biggest accomplishments.
That sense of self-hatred as identity is still strong. If I ask the question, “who is whome?” to myself, the feelings of worthlessness and self-hatred still come up in reply.
After I saw @Shannon’s post, I looked at the page and saw:
Quote:It also naturally has self effects on the user, because projecting an aura of love means you have to be literally bathed in that aura yourself, all the time. This is very good for people who need to feel and be loved, and it is also good for helping people who have been hurt regarding love (familial, romantic, sexual, etc.) heal from it in some cases. It can have an emotional healing effect in some other ways as well, but that will depend on various specifics.
Is that what you were referring to, Shannon? This strikes me as possibly being very targeted in terms of the help I need.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.