09-22-2017, 07:04 AM
Just a quick update: went to the bar for a coffee, she was working there, the only exchange of words was hello and my order, absolutely no interest in communicating from my side, not even a smile from me nor her when we said hello. Also saw her looking at my direction a few times, but that's about it. That page is closed for me.
The only feeling left from my side is the desire to fuck her, cause she is definetly a 9, but thats about it. Amazing what 2 days of DMSI A has done for me.
Also a side note, I have been dreaming like crazy theese last few nights, probably 3-4 dreams a night. If I'm not mistaken, I think I read somewhere where Shannon wrote that when you dream while using the subs, you are dealing with issues in your subconscious, so that means there's a lot of shit to deal with still, and I'm happy it's being dealt with.
The only feeling left from my side is the desire to fuck her, cause she is definetly a 9, but thats about it. Amazing what 2 days of DMSI A has done for me.
Also a side note, I have been dreaming like crazy theese last few nights, probably 3-4 dreams a night. If I'm not mistaken, I think I read somewhere where Shannon wrote that when you dream while using the subs, you are dealing with issues in your subconscious, so that means there's a lot of shit to deal with still, and I'm happy it's being dealt with.
