03-30-2014, 07:13 PM
Stage 5, Day 22,
Wake up. Still feel in 'recovery mode', enough to have a regular day of food, instead of a "cheat day". How strangely mature of me.
I spend some time optimizing the scripts for the spoken text stuff. It's all settled; I don't want to spend too much attention on the scripts; Tomorrow, I complete one of my course completely, so I'll have 100% of the material; when it isn't complete, it's hard to make a file, since it's naturally incomplete.
Before long, I'm at work, for what seems like the longest time (4.5 hours).
My cough and cold were pretty much handled.
I rush home, clean my bathroom, shower, start laundry, start supper, eat supper, fold laundry, rush to the pub, and meet with the 28 year old.
I got insanely nervous, and she picked that up; she wound up speaking alot. It didn't go away until I finally kissed her; she liked that. We kissed a bit, and we eventually paid our tab. We went to my place.
We made out, and she wouldn't let me go any further, except that she took my shirt off. She's pretty aggressive, in a good way. We had our weight on each other; either her on top, or me on top. She eventually stated: "I'm trying to control myself; we have to do everything next time". She wanted to go further, but was stopping herself. She did say "I want you to fuck me in all kinds of positions", and at this point I was fearless and shameless, compared to how I was at the bar. I spanked her ass, and mildly rubbed her over the clothes, but she maintained her composure. Next time.
Eventually, she had to go home, and now my cough comes back, as the adrenaline wore off. Well, time for bed. And serious studying from now on.
Wake up. Still feel in 'recovery mode', enough to have a regular day of food, instead of a "cheat day". How strangely mature of me.
I spend some time optimizing the scripts for the spoken text stuff. It's all settled; I don't want to spend too much attention on the scripts; Tomorrow, I complete one of my course completely, so I'll have 100% of the material; when it isn't complete, it's hard to make a file, since it's naturally incomplete.
Before long, I'm at work, for what seems like the longest time (4.5 hours).
My cough and cold were pretty much handled.
I rush home, clean my bathroom, shower, start laundry, start supper, eat supper, fold laundry, rush to the pub, and meet with the 28 year old.
I got insanely nervous, and she picked that up; she wound up speaking alot. It didn't go away until I finally kissed her; she liked that. We kissed a bit, and we eventually paid our tab. We went to my place.
We made out, and she wouldn't let me go any further, except that she took my shirt off. She's pretty aggressive, in a good way. We had our weight on each other; either her on top, or me on top. She eventually stated: "I'm trying to control myself; we have to do everything next time". She wanted to go further, but was stopping herself. She did say "I want you to fuck me in all kinds of positions", and at this point I was fearless and shameless, compared to how I was at the bar. I spanked her ass, and mildly rubbed her over the clothes, but she maintained her composure. Next time.
Eventually, she had to go home, and now my cough comes back, as the adrenaline wore off. Well, time for bed. And serious studying from now on.
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