01-19-2014, 07:13 PM
Stage 3, Day 18
I'm feeling generally better; I think that whatever negative thinking that I was engaging in was a habit; a build up of a few days of already doing it.
The day flew by quickly. My new mantra: "Chicks just wanna bang!"
After work, I had the hunch to go to the book store, so I followed my instinct. I stumble upon a single book that I had my eye on for a while, by Esther and Jerry Hicks. It was just sitting on the top of that particular book shelf. "No way" I think to myself; that book isn't really the type that would be printed all that much. I buy that, and another book on habits. Under 30$. Sweet!
I catch up on my readings, and now I'm writing this after I played some acoustic guitar. No musician ritual today unfortunately.
I'm really beginning to understand the whole appeal behind being chased by women, and I don't really feel like pursuing anymore. I should review my story and visualise before bed.
I'm feeling generally better; I think that whatever negative thinking that I was engaging in was a habit; a build up of a few days of already doing it.
The day flew by quickly. My new mantra: "Chicks just wanna bang!"
After work, I had the hunch to go to the book store, so I followed my instinct. I stumble upon a single book that I had my eye on for a while, by Esther and Jerry Hicks. It was just sitting on the top of that particular book shelf. "No way" I think to myself; that book isn't really the type that would be printed all that much. I buy that, and another book on habits. Under 30$. Sweet!
I catch up on my readings, and now I'm writing this after I played some acoustic guitar. No musician ritual today unfortunately.
I'm really beginning to understand the whole appeal behind being chased by women, and I don't really feel like pursuing anymore. I should review my story and visualise before bed.
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