01-16-2014, 07:34 PM
Stage 3, Day 15
Yeah, this stage is doing something. I have to keep playing this stuff.
I'm so much on a teeter-totter; my values and beliefs are in suspension. I'm not exactly taking any significant action at the moment.
I'm still solidifying the habit of getting up early (Felt pretty good), doing my ritual, hitting class, hitting the gym, and then fitting in class and my electric guitar practice.
I'm noticing this after-gym haze where I lose one to two hours of productivity. I call it the "after-gym haze". This is probably due to my very low-carb diet at this moment (I'm trying for under 30g per day). Come Monday, I'll be able to raise my carb intake to 50-60g, and then 75g on the next Monday, then the next Monday, it's a whole new diet of . So that will be handled soon.
I went to the library for two hours, and I went home and studied another one to two hours at home. Then I did my guitar stuff, and then some extra acoustic practice on the side.
There's a very good video out there on masculine energy, and I'm realizing that I'm way too in my head. That awareness is a thousand times better than not knowing that (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYIeD-Fr9do).
Also, I'm working on keeping my positive feelings going as long as possible. Yesterday, I dropped the momentum at 11am. Today, I kept it until 3pm. After I drop the ball, it's hard to keep it going or bring it back up. I'm doing this for the Law of Attraction's sake.
Which, by the way, the LOA is working in my favor like crazy. I'm noticing this at the gym. When I'm about to leave the locker room, I look at my workout and say to myself "I demand that all the resources are available to me at the time that I need them". Walking in, I'm thinking "all the barbells are in use, I dunno if this will work". Do my first exercise, second exercise needs a barbell for my circuits. I put the weights away, turn around, and LOW AND BELOW.. Empty, no weights, on the ground, right where I could use it.
I use it for the 5 circuits that I need. At the very end of my last barbell exercise, someone approaches me to see if he can work in. I say "I'm done, it's yours.". He takes care of the barbell, and I finish my circuit heheh.
LOA is working, but I need to focus it properly.
Yeah, this stage is doing something. I have to keep playing this stuff.
I'm so much on a teeter-totter; my values and beliefs are in suspension. I'm not exactly taking any significant action at the moment.
I'm still solidifying the habit of getting up early (Felt pretty good), doing my ritual, hitting class, hitting the gym, and then fitting in class and my electric guitar practice.
I'm noticing this after-gym haze where I lose one to two hours of productivity. I call it the "after-gym haze". This is probably due to my very low-carb diet at this moment (I'm trying for under 30g per day). Come Monday, I'll be able to raise my carb intake to 50-60g, and then 75g on the next Monday, then the next Monday, it's a whole new diet of . So that will be handled soon.
I went to the library for two hours, and I went home and studied another one to two hours at home. Then I did my guitar stuff, and then some extra acoustic practice on the side.
There's a very good video out there on masculine energy, and I'm realizing that I'm way too in my head. That awareness is a thousand times better than not knowing that (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYIeD-Fr9do).
Also, I'm working on keeping my positive feelings going as long as possible. Yesterday, I dropped the momentum at 11am. Today, I kept it until 3pm. After I drop the ball, it's hard to keep it going or bring it back up. I'm doing this for the Law of Attraction's sake.
Which, by the way, the LOA is working in my favor like crazy. I'm noticing this at the gym. When I'm about to leave the locker room, I look at my workout and say to myself "I demand that all the resources are available to me at the time that I need them". Walking in, I'm thinking "all the barbells are in use, I dunno if this will work". Do my first exercise, second exercise needs a barbell for my circuits. I put the weights away, turn around, and LOW AND BELOW.. Empty, no weights, on the ground, right where I could use it.
I use it for the 5 circuits that I need. At the very end of my last barbell exercise, someone approaches me to see if he can work in. I say "I'm done, it's yours.". He takes care of the barbell, and I finish my circuit heheh.
LOA is working, but I need to focus it properly.
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