11-23-2014, 03:13 PM
Thanks ffaux and fonzy its just one of several memorable quotes to be found in that inspirational film. PS ffaux your Am6 journey was amazing,keep growing
Stage 1 the first 2 week weeks
when you start the sub there's an expectation for things to start happening, you don't know quite what , when or even how and in a way that's not your concern , you just have to follow the instructions ,and its funny how the expectation almost blinds you to what is actually happening, or has even already happened, stops you from seeing things in real time, in the now and this is a big, big , thing in life and when enraging with women
So I started to notice what's not happening , and found there was a whole lot going on within the not happening : a real reduction in internal dialogue and those of a negative persuasion in particular . made me realise how much non productive thoughts I actually generate about myself,and events and circumstances.
My thoughts aren't racing ahead of themselves and concocting what if scenarios and even if these thoughts do occur there a distinct lack of interest in sustaining those thoughts, repeating those thoughts ,or even validating or disputing them.
its almost like there's a filter working along the lines of an email in -box saying do you really want to think this , do you really want to entertain that situation, is having this thought really helping you? , is it necessary and its done in a non condemning/judgemental manner.
Doubtless the roots of these behaviours will be unearthed in the coming stages but for now my mind is very clear, there's a Zen like quality to my days , a real focus.
I'm moving slower , feel physically heavier, more expansive. oh and my sex drive has gone through the roof , its not generated by external stimuli more an inner sensuality / life force and a unspoken acknowledgement and acceptance of it
Had a very Interesting dream and encounters with women but save that for next post
Stage 1 the first 2 week weeks
when you start the sub there's an expectation for things to start happening, you don't know quite what , when or even how and in a way that's not your concern , you just have to follow the instructions ,and its funny how the expectation almost blinds you to what is actually happening, or has even already happened, stops you from seeing things in real time, in the now and this is a big, big , thing in life and when enraging with women
So I started to notice what's not happening , and found there was a whole lot going on within the not happening : a real reduction in internal dialogue and those of a negative persuasion in particular . made me realise how much non productive thoughts I actually generate about myself,and events and circumstances.
My thoughts aren't racing ahead of themselves and concocting what if scenarios and even if these thoughts do occur there a distinct lack of interest in sustaining those thoughts, repeating those thoughts ,or even validating or disputing them.
its almost like there's a filter working along the lines of an email in -box saying do you really want to think this , do you really want to entertain that situation, is having this thought really helping you? , is it necessary and its done in a non condemning/judgemental manner.
Doubtless the roots of these behaviours will be unearthed in the coming stages but for now my mind is very clear, there's a Zen like quality to my days , a real focus.
I'm moving slower , feel physically heavier, more expansive. oh and my sex drive has gone through the roof , its not generated by external stimuli more an inner sensuality / life force and a unspoken acknowledgement and acceptance of it
Had a very Interesting dream and encounters with women but save that for next post
