03-27-2019, 07:11 PM
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Maximum Learning Speed, Day 9,
I'm having better recall; I'm bringing up details of past conversations without much complication.
What felt like a struggle on the guitar was simply a result of choosing more difficult songs. I've been listening to album A from one of my favorite artists and learning their songs. I've recently focused more on album B, finding the process as difficult to learn and play their songs. But, after returning to album A, I'm noticing that it feels slow and easy to play.
I'm taking a crack at Python to start a software project that I've had in mind for the past year.
Today, I felt genuine sexual frustration that I haven't felt in a very long time. It was so overwhelming today that I'm not even sure what to do about it. It's this complete disconnect with real-life women that I'm attracted to, where I'm uncertain how to break the ice. I've done it plenty in the past, but it feels a bit different now that I'm older and know more about how women are put off by having strange men talking to them.
I've reached out to a photographer with the goal of having really good profile photos for online dating (recommended to do this). Even if online dating falls through, I have a bunch of nice photos that I can use for acting headshots and /or LinkedIn/Facebook, etc.
I'm having better recall; I'm bringing up details of past conversations without much complication.
What felt like a struggle on the guitar was simply a result of choosing more difficult songs. I've been listening to album A from one of my favorite artists and learning their songs. I've recently focused more on album B, finding the process as difficult to learn and play their songs. But, after returning to album A, I'm noticing that it feels slow and easy to play.
I'm taking a crack at Python to start a software project that I've had in mind for the past year.
Today, I felt genuine sexual frustration that I haven't felt in a very long time. It was so overwhelming today that I'm not even sure what to do about it. It's this complete disconnect with real-life women that I'm attracted to, where I'm uncertain how to break the ice. I've done it plenty in the past, but it feels a bit different now that I'm older and know more about how women are put off by having strange men talking to them.
I've reached out to a photographer with the goal of having really good profile photos for online dating (recommended to do this). Even if online dating falls through, I have a bunch of nice photos that I can use for acting headshots and /or LinkedIn/Facebook, etc.
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