10-30-2018, 07:27 PM
Stage 3, Day 10,
Not really noticing much of a difference, but there are outward changes. For example, I have the mental capacity to work all day and then work on my project until bedtime.
Not feeling much more masculine per se; however, I'm feeling turned on by real women's presence (only if her body's nice). This black girl at work, with her petite body, has to grab books near me, and I'm getting plenty of chances to look her up and down. I got to talking with her later on in the lobby, and starting getting a full hard-on. Had to awkwardly hobble back to my desk to mask it. She's a senior co-op student, meaning that she'll be done working there in a few weeks, and I wouldn't have any qualms with trying to hook up with her if she's gone for good.
Has an all-time best day for this book draft; 21 pages reviewed (average has been 7.3/day). This is due to improved time management and using every opportunity to open my laptop. I'll hope to keep up this pace, and if I do, that means that this book draft will be done in 2 more days; before schedule by 2 days.
Not really noticing much of a difference, but there are outward changes. For example, I have the mental capacity to work all day and then work on my project until bedtime.
Not feeling much more masculine per se; however, I'm feeling turned on by real women's presence (only if her body's nice). This black girl at work, with her petite body, has to grab books near me, and I'm getting plenty of chances to look her up and down. I got to talking with her later on in the lobby, and starting getting a full hard-on. Had to awkwardly hobble back to my desk to mask it. She's a senior co-op student, meaning that she'll be done working there in a few weeks, and I wouldn't have any qualms with trying to hook up with her if she's gone for good.
Has an all-time best day for this book draft; 21 pages reviewed (average has been 7.3/day). This is due to improved time management and using every opportunity to open my laptop. I'll hope to keep up this pace, and if I do, that means that this book draft will be done in 2 more days; before schedule by 2 days.
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