06-12-2013, 09:27 AM
I have decided to have another full run of AM 5.0, I started on the 9th this month.
It's been 4 days of Stage 1, and I'm in the whirlwind of negativity again, I feel so weak and needy towards this one particular girl that I know I should avoid.
I break all the rules and guidelines that I should have followed, I can't think rationally and controlled by my own emotion.
Feeling really depressed and lost right now, I don't know if this is a reaction to stage 1 of AM, or something else, my last run was also depressing in stage 1 and 2.
I really hope this second run can clear me up from all these garbage thoughts and mentality.
It's been 4 days of Stage 1, and I'm in the whirlwind of negativity again, I feel so weak and needy towards this one particular girl that I know I should avoid.
I break all the rules and guidelines that I should have followed, I can't think rationally and controlled by my own emotion.
Feeling really depressed and lost right now, I don't know if this is a reaction to stage 1 of AM, or something else, my last run was also depressing in stage 1 and 2.
I really hope this second run can clear me up from all these garbage thoughts and mentality.
- If you let go a little, you will have a little peace. If you let go a lot, you will have a lot of peace. If you let go completely, you will know complete peace and freedom
- F.O.C.U.S = Follow.One.Course.Until.Success
- F.O.C.U.S = Follow.One.Course.Until.Success