01-16-2015, 11:44 AM
Stage 4
DAY 118
Wow guys, one month since I've last updated you on how it was going ! And that's for a good reason: my life is becoming all over the place !
So in the last past 2 weeks I became sick, had to go to the hospital etc. Wasn't really good... from someone looking from the outside ! But what it allowed me to do was to focus very intensely on business. My business isn't started yet since I am pondering with the best business to start. Very hard question but I am in a process of self-discovery that may help me understand and know what's best for me.
I'm going out with the guy I spoke about in my last post. And I am just so happy to know him ! could be seen like a god send. He's keeping me on track and I help him be on track too. We're really a great couple imo.
Didn't have sex since last time because I wanna be faithful to my boyfriend. But I had IOI from one guy truly good looking on of the few times I went out during the past month. And another guy I wanted to have sex with one year ago sent me a message on FB although we weren't friends on it etc.
My dreams are very bizarre, and don't feel good. They are strange and do not make me comfortable.
Apart from that I have a urge to quit this program! I wanna start BASE, I'm really wanting to use it to drive my psychology towards a successful business mindset... but I've got to wait until the 31st of march :/
So I hope I'll talk to you more than I did on the last month
-Adri
DAY 118
Wow guys, one month since I've last updated you on how it was going ! And that's for a good reason: my life is becoming all over the place !
So in the last past 2 weeks I became sick, had to go to the hospital etc. Wasn't really good... from someone looking from the outside ! But what it allowed me to do was to focus very intensely on business. My business isn't started yet since I am pondering with the best business to start. Very hard question but I am in a process of self-discovery that may help me understand and know what's best for me.
I'm going out with the guy I spoke about in my last post. And I am just so happy to know him ! could be seen like a god send. He's keeping me on track and I help him be on track too. We're really a great couple imo.
Didn't have sex since last time because I wanna be faithful to my boyfriend. But I had IOI from one guy truly good looking on of the few times I went out during the past month. And another guy I wanted to have sex with one year ago sent me a message on FB although we weren't friends on it etc.
My dreams are very bizarre, and don't feel good. They are strange and do not make me comfortable.
Apart from that I have a urge to quit this program! I wanna start BASE, I'm really wanting to use it to drive my psychology towards a successful business mindset... but I've got to wait until the 31st of march :/
So I hope I'll talk to you more than I did on the last month
-Adri
