12-14-2014, 04:30 AM
DAY 85
Sex happened. Wasn't very good but at least it happened, and I'm like "okay, that's great, now what?".
The fact is that I'm getting more and more gay guys into my life. Which is great! But I also met a guy who I really like and who is exactly what I was searching as a boyfriend. I'm currently dating him and it's going great! I know he's part of the manifestation sequence of SM because there are too much circumstances which coincided for me to believe in pure "luck".
So I'm very happy and look forward to going out with him. He's very cute and there's a big intellectual match between the both of us, which is something truly amazing given my unique way of thinking.
Only problem is that I will not stop SM, I don't want to stop the improvements. So I will be running SM, getting a lot of guys into my life and reject each one of them because I just wanna be with that guy.
But I will run SM till the end because I don't want to end half way through the program.
Sex happened. Wasn't very good but at least it happened, and I'm like "okay, that's great, now what?".
The fact is that I'm getting more and more gay guys into my life. Which is great! But I also met a guy who I really like and who is exactly what I was searching as a boyfriend. I'm currently dating him and it's going great! I know he's part of the manifestation sequence of SM because there are too much circumstances which coincided for me to believe in pure "luck".
So I'm very happy and look forward to going out with him. He's very cute and there's a big intellectual match between the both of us, which is something truly amazing given my unique way of thinking.
Only problem is that I will not stop SM, I don't want to stop the improvements. So I will be running SM, getting a lot of guys into my life and reject each one of them because I just wanna be with that guy.
But I will run SM till the end because I don't want to end half way through the program.
