10-30-2014, 12:39 PM
DAY 40
I think I am now hitting a resistance wall. I feel lonely even if I now have a lot of friends in my class. The guy I was interested in has got a boyfriend with whom he is living. I know that because I managed to speak with him, which is great. Given time, you can achieve whatever you want
I now do feel sad because I have no guy in my life. This issue was pretty much resolved, but is hitting even harder now. I will let it do it's thing, I feel this is just resistance.
My productivity is an all time low: I basically do nothing since I hit that low point. But I know I will rise again soon
Apart from that, no new potential guy in sight, which kinda sucks. But this program is manifesting a lot of handsome gay men so I stay positive (or try as I can for the moment being).
Bye,
-Adri
I think I am now hitting a resistance wall. I feel lonely even if I now have a lot of friends in my class. The guy I was interested in has got a boyfriend with whom he is living. I know that because I managed to speak with him, which is great. Given time, you can achieve whatever you want
I now do feel sad because I have no guy in my life. This issue was pretty much resolved, but is hitting even harder now. I will let it do it's thing, I feel this is just resistance.
My productivity is an all time low: I basically do nothing since I hit that low point. But I know I will rise again soon
Apart from that, no new potential guy in sight, which kinda sucks. But this program is manifesting a lot of handsome gay men so I stay positive (or try as I can for the moment being).
Bye,
-Adri