12-03-2014, 04:02 PM
Day 2
Today when I got to work, my manager pulled me in the office to talk about a comment I made the other day. Which she thought was out of line and wanted my side of the story. I told her what I said was a laps in judgement on my part and left it at that. In regards to my composer, I give it 80-90% but I was able to maintain eye contact the whole time without being nervous. After that BS was over with, I was telling myself I deserve to have bosses or leaders/mentors around me who encourage me. Instead of the people who are around me now, who only pull me in the office for when I do something wrong but never when I do anything right. I just feel I deserve to be around better people than I am surround by right now.
So, I can tell my motivation to surround myself with better people is kicking in. I had my first dream with this subliminal which I have not been able to recall hardly any dreams with AM6. In the dream, I saw a guy standing near a front door and had two white bunny rabbits, one in each hand. He would violently shake, hit, them and also there were two young children there who were crying as this was happening. The children couldn't have been more than 3-5 years old. This is first time I have had dream like this, not sure what it means but it sure got my attention upon waking up.
Today when I got to work, my manager pulled me in the office to talk about a comment I made the other day. Which she thought was out of line and wanted my side of the story. I told her what I said was a laps in judgement on my part and left it at that. In regards to my composer, I give it 80-90% but I was able to maintain eye contact the whole time without being nervous. After that BS was over with, I was telling myself I deserve to have bosses or leaders/mentors around me who encourage me. Instead of the people who are around me now, who only pull me in the office for when I do something wrong but never when I do anything right. I just feel I deserve to be around better people than I am surround by right now.
So, I can tell my motivation to surround myself with better people is kicking in. I had my first dream with this subliminal which I have not been able to recall hardly any dreams with AM6. In the dream, I saw a guy standing near a front door and had two white bunny rabbits, one in each hand. He would violently shake, hit, them and also there were two young children there who were crying as this was happening. The children couldn't have been more than 3-5 years old. This is first time I have had dream like this, not sure what it means but it sure got my attention upon waking up.
