11-29-2013, 06:46 AM
Had a weird day at college, got there and I was all energetic and sociable etc. then I started getting socially anxious and went to the toilets to do some tapping on it... Couldn't get rid of the feeling of being closed off to other people and in inner turmoil with some tension. I tried tapping for ages on different things that I felt triggered my social anxiety/boredom/depression but nothing seemed to change my state that drastically... I played table tennis with alot of different people I find it easier to socialize when I can do something active like table tennis, pool etc. etc.
I talked to this girl who bought me a coke and asked her if she wanted to come outside, we sat on a bench talking, still found it kinda hard to really open up and be confident around her... Annoying stuff gonna do some more tapping on it in a minute. Still in dismay that ASC doesn't seem to be creating many results or me letting it, wish I could get to the root of why I resist and then tap on it...
I talked to this girl who bought me a coke and asked her if she wanted to come outside, we sat on a bench talking, still found it kinda hard to really open up and be confident around her... Annoying stuff gonna do some more tapping on it in a minute. Still in dismay that ASC doesn't seem to be creating many results or me letting it, wish I could get to the root of why I resist and then tap on it...