11-24-2013, 03:10 PM
Today I went to meet a friend to have a chat over a pint since I didn't see him much over the weekend. After the realisation that it's okay to be angry and moody without putting on a sweet outer image i found myself acting more centered and secure. Went to the shop to get some fags and I felt totally crap and angry i asked for some fags and noticed the guy behind the till was acting with respect more than usual. didn't even ask me for ID which they usually would in this kind of shop. I felt no shame in showing people who are complete strangers that I was angry. what a refreshing feeling. When I met my friend i wasn't ashamed to show and tell him why i was annoyed with parents and other things throughout the time we were with each other and he seemed to be more understanding, empathetic and wasn't trying to push my buttons like he would ve done previously. I'm glad this happened. I've learned that it's okay to show people how you feel and ill remember this in future. awesome.
