11-11-2013, 12:17 AM
Last night before I went to bed, I got very depressed, suddenly it felt like all the things I was trying hard to do like NG and subliminals etc just were all a waste of time, everything just came crashing down and I wanted to give up. Took me ages trying to get to sleep but I carried on listening to ASC. Woke up this morning still felt a bit depressed, getting ready for my first day on my new course at college. It was more feelings of helplessness/hopelessness having thoughts such as "there isn't any cure out there for me" "Nothing works" "I'm living in a fantasy land"
Still, carrying on with NG and subliminals.
Still, carrying on with NG and subliminals.
