08-24-2010, 02:11 PM
It seems that I've been posting alot of posts about my results into Ryan's thread haha but I'm going to have a quick update here.
I have definitly become more aloof lately so the neediness is going away now. However, the confidence is what's low right now. It's not too bad but it was lower yesterday than it ever has been. I remember I was up front talking to our front desk secretary where the hot high school seniors work and I felt my heart was racing for no reason at all. But I had asked my question to the secretary very confidently while I gazed into her eyes and I had no problems at all with that and it came out just fine. The whole time I was just a nervous wreck. It's really hard to explain but I think this is alot of what Ryan had experienced from stage 2.
also Today and the last couple of days I've been giving off the dickish vibe. Or at least I'm afraid I might be so people do seem intimidated by me right now. But it is proven to me that when I do talk with them or they talk with me that vibe completely changes. I think I'm just not as smiley as I was a week or two ago.
I have definitly become more aloof lately so the neediness is going away now. However, the confidence is what's low right now. It's not too bad but it was lower yesterday than it ever has been. I remember I was up front talking to our front desk secretary where the hot high school seniors work and I felt my heart was racing for no reason at all. But I had asked my question to the secretary very confidently while I gazed into her eyes and I had no problems at all with that and it came out just fine. The whole time I was just a nervous wreck. It's really hard to explain but I think this is alot of what Ryan had experienced from stage 2.
also Today and the last couple of days I've been giving off the dickish vibe. Or at least I'm afraid I might be so people do seem intimidated by me right now. But it is proven to me that when I do talk with them or they talk with me that vibe completely changes. I think I'm just not as smiley as I was a week or two ago.
