11-25-2013, 10:26 AM
Hi Shannon,
I dont drink, I dont do drugs and dont have diabetes.
I am a very peaceful man.
An example:
I would be walking in a busy street and a big slow walker walking in front of me would slow me down>usually something like this is ok for me but after ASC I would get irritated and felt like wanting to push them away and swear at them even though I wasnt in a hurry. Thats the anger I am talking about.
Of course I do nothing of that but my mind start thinking about all the negative things that will happen or could have happend. Like what if I had pushed someone and they got injured? Or what if I end up in prison? Etc etc
And then the emotions start which make the negative thoughts worse and the physical symptoms start...
With AOS it got to the point that I felt that demons were attracted to me and that I was being r... by them and that I was messing with god, destiny, and all that.
I dont drink, I dont do drugs and dont have diabetes.
I am a very peaceful man.
An example:
I would be walking in a busy street and a big slow walker walking in front of me would slow me down>usually something like this is ok for me but after ASC I would get irritated and felt like wanting to push them away and swear at them even though I wasnt in a hurry. Thats the anger I am talking about.
Of course I do nothing of that but my mind start thinking about all the negative things that will happen or could have happend. Like what if I had pushed someone and they got injured? Or what if I end up in prison? Etc etc
And then the emotions start which make the negative thoughts worse and the physical symptoms start...
With AOS it got to the point that I felt that demons were attracted to me and that I was being r... by them and that I was messing with god, destiny, and all that.
