03-04-2026, 01:01 PM
Meditation day 23:
20 minutes focus meditation. Lot of mind wandering. Some catching of it. Only 6 hours of sleep so this makes sense that the session was worse than usual.
As I was laying in bed last night listening to AM7, I didn’t fall asleep for 3 hours.
I felt a feeling of fullness rise up, of not needing anything. It was a feeling of joy. It flabbergasted me that I paid 650$ to some random guy for a silent audio and this is my life where I’m growing like this. It’s like being in medieval times and you go to a physician that nobody knows about and get results better than even the royal physician would give for a fraction of the price. It’s madness.
I’m surprised nobody else is talking about this stuff. Has nobody who’s ran the 5.9G+ healing subs for a few years noticed this kind of stuff?
20 minutes focus meditation. Lot of mind wandering. Some catching of it. Only 6 hours of sleep so this makes sense that the session was worse than usual.
As I was laying in bed last night listening to AM7, I didn’t fall asleep for 3 hours.
I felt a feeling of fullness rise up, of not needing anything. It was a feeling of joy. It flabbergasted me that I paid 650$ to some random guy for a silent audio and this is my life where I’m growing like this. It’s like being in medieval times and you go to a physician that nobody knows about and get results better than even the royal physician would give for a fraction of the price. It’s madness.
I’m surprised nobody else is talking about this stuff. Has nobody who’s ran the 5.9G+ healing subs for a few years noticed this kind of stuff?


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