09-02-2018, 12:37 PM
@Frosted I will say this though. I do feel I forced myself to become more extroverted when I didn't really want to be. For a long time I enjoyed going to concerts , movies, bookstores, or anywhere else by myself. I've always been into doing my own thing. Somewhere along the way I let either hormones or people around me make me think and believe I had be a certain way. If I had the mental and emotional maturity back then I would have walked away and avoided a metric fuck ton of unnecessary drama. I was and am incredibly lucky that I married a women that has zero desire to change me and is willing to do anything to talk me out of doing something she knows will make me miserable. We have a lot in common but are also very much ourselves. I have been reading articles about Sigma Males. This one specifically describes the traits and characteristics I wish to epitomize
https://www.lovepanky.com/men/essentials...sigma-male
https://www.lovepanky.com/men/essentials...sigma-male