06-15-2015, 08:36 AM
Day 25 Stage 1 : Kill the Boy (G.o.T reference)
Just an update
Things going more smoothly.last 4 months i was taking care of some major things like debts,paying for school,keeping up with work and family.it was just crazy man.i'm proud of myself.one of the things that needs to go away is beliefs of " i'm lazy " now it's more clear more obvious and it's a good sign.i remember last run on AM i was all about comparing my height with others i give credit to AM6 in 2 aspects 1)working on an issue even after running it (i mean even during 7 months of TLAM) and 2) attracting situation that would end up in kind conclusion (OE) so as an example take my beliefs and shame about height.for vast majority of doing AM6 i was thinking is she (my Ex) taller than me? i know it sounds stupid but we are not talking about something logical here but anyway one day we all were leaving class and i got a chance to be really close to her and recognized " man i'm even taller than her" i know i know it may sound childish but it all how i felt and respect it but in another hand trying to change it.
Victim mentality is decreasing.i like that.and ammm this run i'm trying to be more expert in my area.i can say last run was more a warm up or a test drive .but this time i know how game work.oh yeah, before beginning this run i was afraid of starting AM6 again but i faded away.mostly because i tend to be an ass hole sometimes during AM.i let my anger comes out and it could effect my career but i'm more able to control it in office.
I'm learning jQuery, CSS, more English worlds every day , content marketing , email marketing etc and i love it! there is a old saying here : 2 kind of thirst will never end thirst for money and thirst for knowledge.
2 more good things 1)i'm starting to have more powerful friends some of them are twice my age and i mean really powerful we are talking gov here gentlemen and 2)i receive review of my ok waaaaaay better.had a conversation with my boss and realized what he wanted.instead of explaining for him lots of stuff i said ok we will do it that way.after all he's my most important customer.
One of my managers is starting acting beta around me.or desk is 1mtr away.and i listen to AM6 aout 5 hours at work so probably the auora.
PS : a serie coming based on movie Limitless(since Game of Thrones is gone for while eh
).searching for NZT took me to Subliminal world and after a while to here.at first i thought Shannon was a woman.plus i asked a question and i guess Ben banned me.it was off topic and about a program that flashes pictures on your monitor.that's all for now
Just an update
Things going more smoothly.last 4 months i was taking care of some major things like debts,paying for school,keeping up with work and family.it was just crazy man.i'm proud of myself.one of the things that needs to go away is beliefs of " i'm lazy " now it's more clear more obvious and it's a good sign.i remember last run on AM i was all about comparing my height with others i give credit to AM6 in 2 aspects 1)working on an issue even after running it (i mean even during 7 months of TLAM) and 2) attracting situation that would end up in kind conclusion (OE) so as an example take my beliefs and shame about height.for vast majority of doing AM6 i was thinking is she (my Ex) taller than me? i know it sounds stupid but we are not talking about something logical here but anyway one day we all were leaving class and i got a chance to be really close to her and recognized " man i'm even taller than her" i know i know it may sound childish but it all how i felt and respect it but in another hand trying to change it.
Victim mentality is decreasing.i like that.and ammm this run i'm trying to be more expert in my area.i can say last run was more a warm up or a test drive .but this time i know how game work.oh yeah, before beginning this run i was afraid of starting AM6 again but i faded away.mostly because i tend to be an ass hole sometimes during AM.i let my anger comes out and it could effect my career but i'm more able to control it in office.
I'm learning jQuery, CSS, more English worlds every day , content marketing , email marketing etc and i love it! there is a old saying here : 2 kind of thirst will never end thirst for money and thirst for knowledge.
2 more good things 1)i'm starting to have more powerful friends some of them are twice my age and i mean really powerful we are talking gov here gentlemen and 2)i receive review of my ok waaaaaay better.had a conversation with my boss and realized what he wanted.instead of explaining for him lots of stuff i said ok we will do it that way.after all he's my most important customer.
One of my managers is starting acting beta around me.or desk is 1mtr away.and i listen to AM6 aout 5 hours at work so probably the auora.
PS : a serie coming based on movie Limitless(since Game of Thrones is gone for while eh
).searching for NZT took me to Subliminal world and after a while to here.at first i thought Shannon was a woman.plus i asked a question and i guess Ben banned me.it was off topic and about a program that flashes pictures on your monitor.that's all for now
where attention goes energy flows and result show
