03-01-2014, 08:55 AM
I started back on November 28 of last year. The first stage was relatively unnoticed although I was very optimistic throughout. I have to admit that I brought some baggage into doing this with me as last year I got divorced early in the year and then reunited with an old flame in October. With the old flame it's one of those situations where the timing never seems to be right even though we have chemistry and rapport that is unprecedented.
Things ended up going wrong which actually led me to start AM5. I did a pretty good job of putting my past behind me throughout stage one. At the beginning of stage 2 I woke up one morning with her on my mind and it has only been building ever since and I am now at the very end of stage 3. By the way, throughout stage 2 I felt that I got easily aggravated at petty things which carried into stage 3 and now I have definitely developed a sense of calm to everything. I am a very emotional person and feel like that I am developing the ability to keep my emotions more in check which leads me to less impulsive actions. I am also much more social and find it much easier to talk to women even though I still feel some anxiety.
I have to resolve this situation with my old flame in my mind or I will never have peace. We haven't spoken in over three months. She knows I'm a good man and good for her but because of things that have been done to her in her past she has developed crippling fear. I am going to try to contact her in a couple of weeks with the offer to just talk. I understand that sometimes you just have to write things off and move on but with her, at least at this time, I just can't do that. Sometimes you meet somebody that matches you so well on every level that you just have to exhaust all possibilities.
Shannon my question is this, does this type of internal conflict affect the
efficacy of AM5? I also have one very trivial question. I have my stereo set up in my bed to where the speakers are on either side of my head only about 18 inches from my ears. Sometimes I rollover on my side to sleep making it possible to hear out of only one ear. Would that affect results?
Things ended up going wrong which actually led me to start AM5. I did a pretty good job of putting my past behind me throughout stage one. At the beginning of stage 2 I woke up one morning with her on my mind and it has only been building ever since and I am now at the very end of stage 3. By the way, throughout stage 2 I felt that I got easily aggravated at petty things which carried into stage 3 and now I have definitely developed a sense of calm to everything. I am a very emotional person and feel like that I am developing the ability to keep my emotions more in check which leads me to less impulsive actions. I am also much more social and find it much easier to talk to women even though I still feel some anxiety.
I have to resolve this situation with my old flame in my mind or I will never have peace. We haven't spoken in over three months. She knows I'm a good man and good for her but because of things that have been done to her in her past she has developed crippling fear. I am going to try to contact her in a couple of weeks with the offer to just talk. I understand that sometimes you just have to write things off and move on but with her, at least at this time, I just can't do that. Sometimes you meet somebody that matches you so well on every level that you just have to exhaust all possibilities.
Shannon my question is this, does this type of internal conflict affect the
efficacy of AM5? I also have one very trivial question. I have my stereo set up in my bed to where the speakers are on either side of my head only about 18 inches from my ears. Sometimes I rollover on my side to sleep making it possible to hear out of only one ear. Would that affect results?
