07-08-2014, 08:47 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-10-2014, 05:41 PM by ben123456305.)
Stage 5 day 34 7/8/14
-Lost one night, made up for it. starting stage 6 tonight.
- There's a new fire that lit up inside me recently: the urge to improve my self.
Fitness
-This Fire started with exercising, I just started a work out program using the exercises and progressions of convict conditioning (body weight exercises). I also started taking Tai Chi classes provided by my local library.
Tapping
-Tonight I had a semi subconscious urge to start tapping. I started to tap away the resistance to tap everyday.
"whats stopping you from tapping everyday?"
-This uncovered my fear to commit to anything because of my neediness to a girl back in freshman year of high school.
-the question also told me i have a fear of looking at my flaws because of the quick and angry tone in the answer.
After tapping away my fears, I promptly created a 30 day tapping challenge for myself almost on impulse. Tonight's session lasted a little over an hour. There was much yawning and tearing up in this session. Oddly enough I started to enjoy the session. I broke out in laughter on several occasions and acted like a child. This must have been the most enjoyable tapping session ever. I cant wait to continue tomorrow.
-Lost one night, made up for it. starting stage 6 tonight.
- There's a new fire that lit up inside me recently: the urge to improve my self.
Fitness
-This Fire started with exercising, I just started a work out program using the exercises and progressions of convict conditioning (body weight exercises). I also started taking Tai Chi classes provided by my local library.
Tapping
-Tonight I had a semi subconscious urge to start tapping. I started to tap away the resistance to tap everyday.
"whats stopping you from tapping everyday?"
-This uncovered my fear to commit to anything because of my neediness to a girl back in freshman year of high school.
-the question also told me i have a fear of looking at my flaws because of the quick and angry tone in the answer.
After tapping away my fears, I promptly created a 30 day tapping challenge for myself almost on impulse. Tonight's session lasted a little over an hour. There was much yawning and tearing up in this session. Oddly enough I started to enjoy the session. I broke out in laughter on several occasions and acted like a child. This must have been the most enjoyable tapping session ever. I cant wait to continue tomorrow.
