03-19-2011, 09:01 PM
Gotta start somewhere. Great idea though. I was thinking how would I find urban ninja clubs in a suburban, but the integration is the part where the light bulb clicked. One of my biggest "fears" is being upside down and doing flips. Upside down part is a mystery, but I broke my left arm doing a flip in 7th grade. If I can do both of those with confidently, I shall be fearless.
I've been laying off the horny goat weed unintentionally, but results keep popping up. Yesterday I had a blast at this bonfire. Nice way to relax and get out of the house. I've been sick with a skin abscess. Some of the best conversation I've had in a while. I am not sure what made it great, but there was never a dull moment and abundance of laughter. A friend of mine brought a girl I never met. I almost had to rename my shadow lol. She did anything I asked without hesitation and followed-up with great enthusiasm. Anytime I went to find a chair, she would get up and ask if I wanted her seat. There weird thing was I barely spoke to her.
People have been saying I am either constantly smiling or stoic. I would have never notice if people did not tell me. The subliminal is really becoming so engrained and natural it blows my mind. Stage one I was constantly asking myself, "Is this behavior alpha; If I do this is it alpha, or if I do the other is it more or less alpha; and so on." My true colors are effortlessly showing in the open field.
I just got back home from hanging out with a couple of friends. All my plans were shot-down, but the best part was better alternatives where found. First we tried to laser tag for two hours, but only pay for 10 minutes because the people are usually chill. The guy denied us, but eventually warmed up because the girls we had were flirting with him lol. Several food places were closed, but we found a decent pizza joint. We wanted to see a movie theatre, but it was really far. So we kicked it at this girls house. There was this MASSIVE long couch. I was all sprawled out on it, while my two of my friends were in uncomfortable positions. This girl sat very close to me and just wouldn't stop flirting. But hey, this girl was drop dead gorgeous and good. So I was very content.
My ability to relax is as easy as dropping a hat. I am very tired. I am going to get some rest and let my body heal.
I've been laying off the horny goat weed unintentionally, but results keep popping up. Yesterday I had a blast at this bonfire. Nice way to relax and get out of the house. I've been sick with a skin abscess. Some of the best conversation I've had in a while. I am not sure what made it great, but there was never a dull moment and abundance of laughter. A friend of mine brought a girl I never met. I almost had to rename my shadow lol. She did anything I asked without hesitation and followed-up with great enthusiasm. Anytime I went to find a chair, she would get up and ask if I wanted her seat. There weird thing was I barely spoke to her.
People have been saying I am either constantly smiling or stoic. I would have never notice if people did not tell me. The subliminal is really becoming so engrained and natural it blows my mind. Stage one I was constantly asking myself, "Is this behavior alpha; If I do this is it alpha, or if I do the other is it more or less alpha; and so on." My true colors are effortlessly showing in the open field.
I just got back home from hanging out with a couple of friends. All my plans were shot-down, but the best part was better alternatives where found. First we tried to laser tag for two hours, but only pay for 10 minutes because the people are usually chill. The guy denied us, but eventually warmed up because the girls we had were flirting with him lol. Several food places were closed, but we found a decent pizza joint. We wanted to see a movie theatre, but it was really far. So we kicked it at this girls house. There was this MASSIVE long couch. I was all sprawled out on it, while my two of my friends were in uncomfortable positions. This girl sat very close to me and just wouldn't stop flirting. But hey, this girl was drop dead gorgeous and good. So I was very content.
My ability to relax is as easy as dropping a hat. I am very tired. I am going to get some rest and let my body heal.
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