01-23-2011, 10:54 AM
I went to a small party last night and church this morning, and was just battered left and right by negativity, past issues, and insecurities. I know facing it sucks, but it shows improvement. Such things like, "you are not good enough", "why bother talking because nobody cares what you say", "you'll never be great", ect. My mood was just shot completely. I still wanted to have a good time and make sure everybody else did as well.
I am still feeling pretty down about it. But the future seems very promising and after reading other journals I know everything will work out in the end.
Haha, I might just have to frame those dirty shorts when the time comes
Yeah I am a"comtemporary introvert": I am very silent to new people (unless an icebreaker game is initiated or the energy is just right, but I never shut up around people I know. I really want to be able to go full extrovert soon lol.
I am still feeling pretty down about it. But the future seems very promising and after reading other journals I know everything will work out in the end.
Haha, I might just have to frame those dirty shorts when the time comes
Yeah I am a"comtemporary introvert": I am very silent to new people (unless an icebreaker game is initiated or the energy is just right, but I never shut up around people I know. I really want to be able to go full extrovert soon lol.
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