AM11 with Jeff

[Jeff]

Sounds awesome, Jeff! You can be the next Kevin Nealon

That guy is awesome! "Now here me out..." ha! Best line ever.

Stage four has been welcomingly brutal. Everything I need seriously work-on is being displayed on a grandiose pedestal awaiting me to take care of. I have this large dry erase board that I mark the days of subliminals, urgent matters, events, etc. The most important ones I marked under "My Poisons." Lust (porn), bad eating habits, insecurities, and wasting time are ranked as top priorities. My plans for this month are to abolish these permanently. It is hard living with those four just corroding me away on a daily basis. I have the strength and raw motivations to take care of these once and for all. A great feeling that has been inspiring me lately

This weekend has been really rough, yet uplifting. One girl flaked out on me. People flaking out at the very last minute is so disrespectful. She will have to earn my attention back. I no longer have the time, nor patients to mess around with people like that. The other... wow, such a great night. I had a hard time not smiling around her. The only odd thing is, she is one of the most talkative people to ever live, but she is almost anti-social when it comes to texting.

I am in progress of completely reassessing my life. I am learning so much more about myself. I feel like I have more control over my life doing this.

I started watching this TV show on Netflix called Heroes. I think I am slightly addicted. The show is so complex. All of these characters are interconnected in ways they cannot even fathom. And all the special powers and digital effects blows my mind.

-Jeff out