That was quick relief. I went out with friends and paintball'd for around 3 hours. It was so much fun, even though we kind of sucked. I scored for my team during the Search & Destroy. Basic elimination with a sleeping bag as a bomb in the middle. First to shoot all enemies or plant sleeping bag in other base wins. Slightly apprehensive about grabbing it, because I'd get shot up like it was the fourth of July. But it was whatever I grabbed that thing and did some baseball slides to cover. Tore my favorite pair of pants, but it was worth it. I do have one real nasty welt. Drove around with a good friend afterwards and had a blast.
I am also going to have one of my ex's come over tonight which I am excited about. I've known this girl for six years, very off an on. We had some very difficult times, for some reason it works best if we are FWB. I was still using Cory Skyy affirmations last time I saw her. Before all subs. Alpha and my own training has nearly irradicated all my insecurities and jealousy. Score for Jeff, I think yes. I think I am more excited about her seeing the new me.
Good times
I am also going to have one of my ex's come over tonight which I am excited about. I've known this girl for six years, very off an on. We had some very difficult times, for some reason it works best if we are FWB. I was still using Cory Skyy affirmations last time I saw her. Before all subs. Alpha and my own training has nearly irradicated all my insecurities and jealousy. Score for Jeff, I think yes. I think I am more excited about her seeing the new me.
Good times
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