AM11 with Jeff

[Jeff]

Sow a thought, and sew a button, young sage. Tell me about critical mass.

I am no seemstress, but I'll fix that grammer error momentarily.
Warning, this is a long post.

These changes are lightning fast and natural. Out of all the self-development I've never encountered a program that works this fast, but with the ease and permenance. I face no struggles pressing play, and making sure the loop button is on. I remember several nights I made the excuse, "I am tired." This occurs rarely, but perfect attendance in this class of becoming an Alpha Male is mandatory.

I am viewing time as more abundant, I have the time to do whatever I please. On the contrary, I am well aware how my time is spent. Even though my source of time is grand, I am selective how I spend it. Each week feels to me around a month-ish. Not sure why. I am quite fond. As if I have all the time in the world to take up a hobby, catch-up with a friend, read a book, spend an hour playing a video game, meditate, etc.

I am no longer reactive toward negativity. This is my world, I will only be influence by a person, or event if I choose to be. People can joke all they want, without me being offended. Although, there is a chasm between offended and annoyed. I am drawing some barriers here and there with my finger. I am refusing to be the mat that was walked all over upon, as I once was. I find myself only helping people out if I see genuine effort, or I will stop until I see it. You could call this the "The bull crap destroyer." The mighty vesselof the social seas. Ha.

My youthful invincibility is on like Donkey Kong lmao Which is good, but has varying side effects. I feel as if I can take on anything at any given moment. Here is a quote I found suppo, tive, "Does a lion stretch before hunting the gazzelle? No it does not." This has given me a very fearless demeanor, leaving sometimes unprepared. My Okinawa martial arts does come in handy by balancing this out, by taking small steps at a time. I am almost able to do a 6-foot roundhouse kick with decent form!

I am developing a keen eye for body language. I am picking up attraction cues, submissive gestures, uncomfortable poses, happy expressions almost instantly. The most common is the woman brushing her hair with her fingers. If I had a nickle for everytime I've seen that... I'd shower in money I also find myself in a joyful state often. I smile with ease. I am almost doing ab exercises from laughing throughout the day. What would be nice is the ability to sell my indifference and calm attitude. Indifference is truly an art. Lol, but I am geniune enough to cast that aside when need be.

Stage one women were not so much on my mind. Stage two they came around here and there. Now, wow, if I see a beautiful women or think about it my mind goes everywhere. Today I was sitting next to a friend of mine, very pretty and flirter with her to the point of almost no return lol Then there was an unfamiliar blonde girl next to me. She left me in a starstukk. I was using my peripheral vision to see if she was looking my way so I could introduce myself. Several of my buddies thought she was my girlfriend. I continued teasing my friend Natalie, while waiting for this girl to look my way. She was running her fingers through her hair at least every 5 seconds, if not then some. I managed to talk to her. She seemed very confident, yet her cheeks were cherry red the entire time

Everywhere I go there always seems to be one girl or more just for me. But the sexual escalation is nowhere to be found, which needs massive altercations. Any tips how you got past this?