09-29-2012, 04:59 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-29-2012, 05:23 PM by FunkeyMonkey.)
Quick update.
Stage 4 must be changing something up.
Went to a wine tasting today with a friend. I wasn't overly annoyed with people and I was social and had a good time. Up to recently, I was avoiding people with few exceptions. I'm hoping the grumpy old man phase is over for good.
Last night I went out alone and was approached at the bar by a woman. She was super, super interested right from the get go.
This was a manifestation. I have been manifesting things very clearly, accurately, and powerfully for the last 8 months - so not sure if this is the subs. But I was just glad to be social again. I felt a little rusty interacting with her but I was okay.
I'm thinking about writing a book on manifestation because of how good I have become with it. I sort of fell on to it and once it started it just took off like a rocket. Very strange, but I've been taking a lot of notes on how it works - the constraints, limits etc. I understand there are people who use machines for this purpose called psionics. I'm not very familiar with these things but I'm curious about them. Apparently I am a human psionics machine.
Anyway, the woman who approached me had a perfect physique beyond what words can express and I am not over exaggerating one bit. But she was a fairly horrible human being LOL.
But the manifestation did not call for a high level of character, if you know what I mean
So it was actually perfect from a technical perspective.
We ended up going to a different bar on a high floor of a skyscraper and as we were getting into the elevator she said "wow those people who came out of the elevator are ugly, I hope the rest of the people in the bar look better than that."
She was dead serious without a hint of humor in her delivery. That's just one example of some things this woman said that revealed a very ugly inner character.
By the way, the people who came out of the elevator looked like some of the jolliest, kindest people you could ever hope to run into.
Later on, after showing me a photo of herself in a skimpy outfit, she got pissed off that I didn't kiss her and she actually walked out on me.
After she showed me the photo, I gave her a Luke warm reaction, whilst simultaneously laughing at a text a friend had sent me. I don't think she liked this very much.
After she walked out I was a bit stunned but got over it fairly quickly. As I walked outside and processed what had just happened, a calm came over me. It was strange. My whole body felt relaxed.
To be perfectly honest, I should have kissed her, brought her home, and had a good time. That's really all she wanted. And to be honest, from what I could see, all she was good for!! LOL
But I didn't. That's something I struggle with in situations like that and I was also a bit thrown off by the shallow things she was saying and her annoying laugh lol.
This situation really tested me. Having a woman who is built better than a playboy playmate walk out on you is not an easy thing to experience. In fact it is downright traumatizing and energetically frenetic for a healthy single guy. Anyway I kind of see the humor in it but next time I hope I handle the situation a little better.
Stage 4 must be changing something up.
Went to a wine tasting today with a friend. I wasn't overly annoyed with people and I was social and had a good time. Up to recently, I was avoiding people with few exceptions. I'm hoping the grumpy old man phase is over for good.
Last night I went out alone and was approached at the bar by a woman. She was super, super interested right from the get go.
This was a manifestation. I have been manifesting things very clearly, accurately, and powerfully for the last 8 months - so not sure if this is the subs. But I was just glad to be social again. I felt a little rusty interacting with her but I was okay.
I'm thinking about writing a book on manifestation because of how good I have become with it. I sort of fell on to it and once it started it just took off like a rocket. Very strange, but I've been taking a lot of notes on how it works - the constraints, limits etc. I understand there are people who use machines for this purpose called psionics. I'm not very familiar with these things but I'm curious about them. Apparently I am a human psionics machine.
Anyway, the woman who approached me had a perfect physique beyond what words can express and I am not over exaggerating one bit. But she was a fairly horrible human being LOL.
But the manifestation did not call for a high level of character, if you know what I mean
So it was actually perfect from a technical perspective.We ended up going to a different bar on a high floor of a skyscraper and as we were getting into the elevator she said "wow those people who came out of the elevator are ugly, I hope the rest of the people in the bar look better than that."
She was dead serious without a hint of humor in her delivery. That's just one example of some things this woman said that revealed a very ugly inner character.
By the way, the people who came out of the elevator looked like some of the jolliest, kindest people you could ever hope to run into.
Later on, after showing me a photo of herself in a skimpy outfit, she got pissed off that I didn't kiss her and she actually walked out on me.
After she showed me the photo, I gave her a Luke warm reaction, whilst simultaneously laughing at a text a friend had sent me. I don't think she liked this very much.
After she walked out I was a bit stunned but got over it fairly quickly. As I walked outside and processed what had just happened, a calm came over me. It was strange. My whole body felt relaxed.
To be perfectly honest, I should have kissed her, brought her home, and had a good time. That's really all she wanted. And to be honest, from what I could see, all she was good for!! LOL
But I didn't. That's something I struggle with in situations like that and I was also a bit thrown off by the shallow things she was saying and her annoying laugh lol.
This situation really tested me. Having a woman who is built better than a playboy playmate walk out on you is not an easy thing to experience. In fact it is downright traumatizing and energetically frenetic for a healthy single guy. Anyway I kind of see the humor in it but next time I hope I handle the situation a little better.
