AM & GIRLS - COMMITMENT AND BALLS

[LionMonkey]

I had similar experience with stage2 of AM5, I loved lovedLOVED the how aggressive my assertiveness I became in conflict!

That's good. That much love must have gotten you close to fights.


S2 Day 30 - Alpha Omega

I've become very alpha. Stories will follow below.

It's good to remind yourself that Subliminal's can be like a helping hand in building a foundation.

It's a helping hand. Not the main builders of the foundation.

I've been meeting girls 5 days a week the last few weeks and it has been very interesting experiences, learning lessons about myself, girls and social clarity lessons.

I would say the main thing about AM is, the effects are more visible towards guys. Girls don't seem to be as much influenced by the effects of AM in me.

The last weeks I feel so alpha after going out solo all those nights that I've become very I don't give a f**k.
It's a hard place to arrive. Once you are there it still takes work to stay like that.

I've been very dedicated as I had planned and intended to commit to meeting girls and having bigger balls again.

Short recap of last weeks in socializing:

* Met around as many new girls as I have met my whole life, including before ex gf where I also met girls daily.

* Shifted my identity into someone I have CHOSEN to be. I'm not a byproduct of peoples thoughts about me anymore. I've gotten a lot of shit but they affect me little to none. Easily and quickly brushed off.

At the start of stage 2, in my post, u can see I was still concerned about what others thought about me.. like I had to appear in a certain way. Now I don't give a damn. All there is, is what do I want and I go and take action. The, what do others think about me? Is little to non-existent. It is about executing things in life. Getting things DONE without worrying about anything else because that's what champions do.

* I've become harder again. I had become soft before and I didn't know it. People in my life, like family, unfortunately promotes softness and safety. It's just the way they have been programmed. I'm a fresh and much needed hardness they might not feel comfortable with but deeper down craves. Because a soft man you can't trust in. It's instinct that will tell you that. A soft man doesn't get much shit done.

* Having much hotter girls respond well to me. FINALLY. Throughout my life, I've often had these hot girls look at me from afar and I would be too chicken to even say anything to them. Now I've experienced meeting and talking to these girls like I am the hottest guy she'll ever meet. Still work to be done to correct my mistakes in the interactions. Emotionally I'm affected zero if the girls leave.

* My self love has increased tremendously. It's a needed trait to safeguard when you don't succumb to being soft like most people today. It's how the society wants people so everything can be safe, I get it and it's good we got safety but we have gone too far into safety that I rarely meet strong personalities anymore. Lots of hive mind going on. The scary part is, you don't know when you are in the hive mind. It seems normal to you. But normal is mediocre today apparently. I'm looking for a society, a group that's got high standards and aspirations. People in this society sacrifice most things in their lives so that we can LIVE life in its deepest sense. By being engulfed in some kind of real life activities.. extreme present to the moment kind of lifestyle.

* Lessons in leadership, self-management, girls attraction, group dynamics, solid emotional stability

* I'm laughing when some guy is trying to appear alpha. Like it's funny he's trying so hard. But I'm also feeling a little empathy for them. Like.. what are you doing?!! Be useful, for someone or yourself.. stop wasting energy on trying to be cool for gods sake.. get some shit done!

* and much more...

Switching over to stage 3 of AM
In three days, the 23/11

-LM