10-31-2021, 01:51 PM
S2 Day 19
Stage 2 of AM seems to be more subtle in changes.
Having had the fall on my ass previous Wednesday I had 1 and a half week break from exercising.
Got all this extra energy available from not working out 4-6 days a week.
Also this week I didn't go out and meet girls, except for yesterday which I enjoyed very much.
Learned about how our brain and body work recently and found out I've been f**king up my brain chemistry by meditating with the lights on after coming home early in the morning from an outing.
No wonder I couldn't generate excitement, although I wanted to.
After the fall on ass, I learned about this.
I could feel reeeeeaaallly good and excited again last night on my outing. Also can feel pretty damn good throughout my day again.
So yeah.. incredibly what you can learn about the body and mind so you can get clarity over what was causing your weird state of not being able to be excited.
I thought I was getting old or smt. Like I did the meeting girls thing a decade ago. Now I'm old and can't get excited.
Partly accurate to an extent but lots of it has to do with body and brain chemistry.
It's interesting for sure.
On AM notices
Seems like I go to either extremes of spectrum.
Sometimes I feel "come and f**k with me" I don't give a damn. Whether guy is double my size and two meters tall
Other times I feel vulnerable, avoiding possibility of conflict and feel like others should move for me.
And other times I feel strong and still move around without feeling others should move for me and I'm nimble as a fox.
Yeah interesting stuff.
Anyway it's amazing I can finally feel excited again when going out and interacting with girls. It was one of the most attractive traits but also fun part of meeting girls.
-LM
Stage 2 of AM seems to be more subtle in changes.
Having had the fall on my ass previous Wednesday I had 1 and a half week break from exercising.
Got all this extra energy available from not working out 4-6 days a week.
Also this week I didn't go out and meet girls, except for yesterday which I enjoyed very much.
Learned about how our brain and body work recently and found out I've been f**king up my brain chemistry by meditating with the lights on after coming home early in the morning from an outing.
No wonder I couldn't generate excitement, although I wanted to.
After the fall on ass, I learned about this.
I could feel reeeeeaaallly good and excited again last night on my outing. Also can feel pretty damn good throughout my day again.
So yeah.. incredibly what you can learn about the body and mind so you can get clarity over what was causing your weird state of not being able to be excited.
I thought I was getting old or smt. Like I did the meeting girls thing a decade ago. Now I'm old and can't get excited.
Partly accurate to an extent but lots of it has to do with body and brain chemistry.
It's interesting for sure.
On AM notices
Seems like I go to either extremes of spectrum.
Sometimes I feel "come and f**k with me" I don't give a damn. Whether guy is double my size and two meters tall
Other times I feel vulnerable, avoiding possibility of conflict and feel like others should move for me.
And other times I feel strong and still move around without feeling others should move for me and I'm nimble as a fox.
Yeah interesting stuff.
Anyway it's amazing I can finally feel excited again when going out and interacting with girls. It was one of the most attractive traits but also fun part of meeting girls.
-LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
