AM & GIRLS - COMMITMENT AND BALLS

[LionMonkey]

Stage 2 - day 0

Tonight I change to AM stage 2..

So many things happened and met tons of girls..
It has actually become difficult for me to tell what is the subliminal effect helping and what is my natural self who have gotten his shit together and control my life..

Out of many outings and meeting lots of girls lately I will share earlier tonights outing:

FR - Outing - Invitations.. cuties.. a little dilemma

Soccer match ended.. more people out than usual weekdays.. feeling 6-7 out of 10 to do ng.. the reason that helps me a lot for doing it anyway is that it’s cardio to walk.. bc. I’m naturally into health and it’s a high priority of mine..


23:50 - enter small bar.. 5-6 young girls singing and dancing loudly in a circle.. not too connected.. catch girl staring at me after entering.. two girls bump into me while dancing.. all over the place.. rest of bar, guys or mixed sets with lots of guys.. decide to leave after a minute.. did not feel dancy yet and it would be fake to match their energy or go a little higher.. not loose enough to let go as them yet..


00:10 - streets.. one set.. waiting for her colleagues to come out of bar.. they were slow.. sat with her with a ftc.. initially she cold.. then warmed up.. liked me.. cute, petite, brunette, curly hair and sort of my type.. I cold read her on work and ethnicity well and it makes the connection better.. she asks me where I work etc.

One colleague comes.. she’s still focused more on me.. I acknowledge him.. talk more with girl.. he cockblocks a little.. girl says I work at the same restaurant as them.. just another location.. I deny it and tells the truth again.. maybe should have just went with it as she needed a reason for me to be with her group of colleagues to not feel strange or judged that she brought a random guy to the group.. then he says the others are going to abc bar.. and she looks at me like bye then..


00:30 - walk into bar.. hallway shaped.. walk towards the toilet at end.. very pretty young girl catches ec. And starts dancing slowly and sexually.. I go toilet.. intend to open her after.. come out.. she dance still sexually and slowly but in front of guy she’s with.. and her brunette friend with another guy.. I leave place.. no other sets..


00:45 - bigger bar, more open, better air quality.. see a set with 2 8-9 blondes, 1 guy.. a two set 7 brunettes.. and a few mixed sets who doesn’t look connected.. decide to get a soda.. guy from two blonde is right beside me at bar.. I open him.. we talk a bit.. extract info about their relation.. they go to school together.. 18yo’s.. ask if he needs a wing.. he’s like no need.. I can handle them both.. his game is mostly about knowing higher status people but he’s cool enough.. have hit ec. with both blondes while talking with him.. hot blonde friend comes in.. impatient where their beers are.. and bc guy couldn’t get a hold of bartender.. she moves in and goes in front of another guy like a beast.. gets served quickly.. some lost value there.. they go back to their table..

Shortly after I get opened by a guy.. very friendly and cool.. we chat a bit.. he says he owns a clothing brand.. thought at first he was by himself.. I intend to open the two brunettes who just bought 20 shots.. ask him if he wanna wing for the brunettes.. he denies as he got a lovely gf.. but says he’s got a friend who just got single.. 1 minute and he’ll be back.. he brings in guy.. not as cool but ok good-looking.. we chat shortly.. I look back.. brunette is by herself.. her friend went to bathroom.. so I tell guy we wait till friend is back.. which in hindsight was not the best.. we wait a few minutes and guy gets impatient and says he’ll be back.. he doesn’t come back..

I stood same place for too long.. I move outside for a moment.. go back in.. pass table where I see the cool guy.. the houdini wing guy.. other guys.. and some girls! interesting.. I acknowledge some of them.. pass them and open 2 set brunette.. fvck it I thought.. they ok open.. I do a ftc.. take a chair and sit beside the shorter one.. they kind of cold but sitting with fvcking 20 shots.. not waiting for others to come.. just the two of them.. they ask who I’m here with.. I tell them I got a friend who I can bring over.. I look back and houdini wing guy is talking with another girl.. so I’m like fvck it.. I get a weird feeling when I take chair to sit beside shorter girl.. Try to continue conversation entertaining.. it’s hard though.. loud music under speaker.. other brunette have hard time to hear.. they look at each other like they know something I don’t.. then they whisper to each other.. I felt weird about situation so I excused myself.. in hindsight the brunette beside me was probably whispering to her friend what I said bc. She couldn’t hear me lol.. but they were both very quiet and not talking.. yeah could have used a wing there.. but it’s ok.. for what comes next..


1:15 - I leave the brunettes.. cool guy and I notice each other.. we get talking.. he’s with this group of 5 guys and 3 girls.. we vibe a bit.. talk about bouncing to other place where there are more people.. suddenly girl beside him talks to me.. she’s cute.. cool guy lets us talk.. we talk some more.. I thought she wasn’t very into me but kept talking.. other girl interrupts and they go to toilet..

cool guy says.. we are going with you to the other place.. I’m like.. ok.. but I got my eyes on this blonde over there.. a mixed 6 set, 3 guys, 3 girls 8-9 pretty hot..

shortly after girls come back from toilet and they bounce and cool guy says lets go! I went with them outside.. cool guy asks what was your name again.. we shake hands and the girl in group I talked with shook it as well and held it.. ok.. I thought she wasn’t that interested.. hahaha.. it’s amazing how wrong you can be sometimes.. so they go.. I’m the last.. and he could see I wasn’t sure.. so he’s like ok you do your thing and we catch each other at the place.. we exchange insta as he’s actually one of the rare cool and friendly guys.. he asks with soe if I’m gay.. lol.. just a slight doubt from his side..

I stay.. with intention to open that mixed 6 set.. honestly I just wanted to talk to the blonde in the middle.. didn’t feel like fvcking talking to everyone in the group.. I see another guy entering and being close to the blonde like he knows her.. fvck.. had a strong feeling that if I went in the set, I would only focus on the blonde and ignore the rest.. also this new guy came in and yeah.. I don’t know.. eventually decide to let it go..


01:15 - outside bar I see previous guy with the two blonde.. I open.. they having fun.. singing something.. vibing shortly.. then hot blonde comes to me.. asks my name.. put her arm around my shoulder while we walk.. I say you like guy.. she’s like yes.. I’m why the f**k do you walk with me like this in my mind.. the other blonde was filming us.. they turn to another street.. I’m not going this way.. they were going back to their hotel.. interesting.. yeah pull idea I had in mind but I saw this blonde liking this guy in the bar.. and guy is ok cool.. my values is to not go after a girl who a cool and friendly guy likes.. and the other girl was ok.. but I also wanted to do a short outing today to catch sleep and work out tmr.. also I had the invitation from the previous group for the other place where one of the girls were down.. so it was easy for me to turn around..


01:45 - conflicted.. dilemma.. go to join the group or go home.. eventually decide to go home..

drive 5 minutes.. see guy with the two blondes.. I call his name.. invite them to come in.. drive them to their hotel not far away.. not sure why I did it.. they seem like cool and nice people.. drop them off.. they leave car.. hot blonde last.. she hugs me lovingly with her face.. could have tried kissing there actually.. get her insta.. sees she’s got a bf through it.. things could have went kinds all ways both before I left them first time and there.. her blonde friend definitely cockblock material as well.. filming her friend walking with me.. interrupting and rushing us in car when having insta.. motherfvcker girl.. I just drove you to your hotel.. you guys were lost.. you are not in a fvcking rush.. some afterthoughts.. she was ok with their guy friend flirting with her in the bar.. they go to class together.. I had to win her over more at our first meeting for sure.. was not aware of her cockblocking personality for sure when I saw her not doing anything when her friend was flirting with the guy..

Thx!! Hope you squeeze the juice out of life and enjoying it on too!!

-LM