09-09-2021, 07:19 PM
Quick update
Was out 2 days ago.. 1 guy asks if we can have a picture together.. another says he likes my beard.. another says he loves my hair.. very strange.. I guess it's respect
There was soccer at the stadium earlier that day and the bar/club was filled with people.. and I had never experienced so many people pushing out of the 10 years of going out
Earlier tonight went out with buddy. Went to the same places and people weren't as nearly pushing as 2 days ago..
Met cute young girl who was on.. got cockblocked by her friends coming out of nowhere. Met her again later in the night.. I was low on energy.. but she was compliant.. I didn't take control/lead strongly enough so she just went away suddenly.
Later I see her making out with a guy beside me.. we noticed each other.. I felt nothing.. it pisses me off mentally that I felt nothing.. not sure why I felt nothing.. my best bet is that I was so low on energy that I had no energy source to draw from to feel anything different than just being a little relaxed and enjoy the moment as best I could..
Saw another girl who was also in the club 2 days ago.. I talked with her on our ways home.. chatted a bit on insta and she's watching my stories.. tonight she looked different.. like no makeup.. but had the same short jean skirt and maybe also top.. we looked at each other and she looked at me like a stranger.
Weekend is coming up and it's going to be a BLAAAST! Gotta fucking man up or feel something again..
-LM
Was out 2 days ago.. 1 guy asks if we can have a picture together.. another says he likes my beard.. another says he loves my hair.. very strange.. I guess it's respect
There was soccer at the stadium earlier that day and the bar/club was filled with people.. and I had never experienced so many people pushing out of the 10 years of going out
Earlier tonight went out with buddy. Went to the same places and people weren't as nearly pushing as 2 days ago..
Met cute young girl who was on.. got cockblocked by her friends coming out of nowhere. Met her again later in the night.. I was low on energy.. but she was compliant.. I didn't take control/lead strongly enough so she just went away suddenly.
Later I see her making out with a guy beside me.. we noticed each other.. I felt nothing.. it pisses me off mentally that I felt nothing.. not sure why I felt nothing.. my best bet is that I was so low on energy that I had no energy source to draw from to feel anything different than just being a little relaxed and enjoy the moment as best I could..
Saw another girl who was also in the club 2 days ago.. I talked with her on our ways home.. chatted a bit on insta and she's watching my stories.. tonight she looked different.. like no makeup.. but had the same short jean skirt and maybe also top.. we looked at each other and she looked at me like a stranger.
Weekend is coming up and it's going to be a BLAAAST! Gotta fucking man up or feel something again..
-LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
