After seven days I notice a slow decrease in the heavy tiredness that gripped me upon starting Stage 2.
In certain situations I now actively destroy mental frames of other people. Breaking their behavioral patterns of attempted (childish) dominance over others and me in front of everyone, harshly and eloquently demanding people to shut up if they try to use me as a verbal mirror to indulge in stupid self-deceit, etc. It happens automatically and I realize it only afterwards. Feels good, but also a bit like overstepping habitual boundaries. I'll get used to it
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Increased respect and curiosity of others for/about me continues. I'd summarize it as 'presence'.
In certain situations I now actively destroy mental frames of other people. Breaking their behavioral patterns of attempted (childish) dominance over others and me in front of everyone, harshly and eloquently demanding people to shut up if they try to use me as a verbal mirror to indulge in stupid self-deceit, etc. It happens automatically and I realize it only afterwards. Feels good, but also a bit like overstepping habitual boundaries. I'll get used to it
Increased respect and curiosity of others for/about me continues. I'd summarize it as 'presence'.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
