I am currently on stage 4 of AM6, only have about two days left before I start stage 5. Anyways, I had something happen today that I think is a great improvement, I was at work on my break. I went to the cafeteria to get some breakfast, when one woman (who is a former co-worker she works in a different department now) who IMO is a 9 in the looks department. Was in the same area where I was waiting to get my food, she stopped to talk to me. First it was the small talk, like hi how are you doing, what have you been up to lately. Well, after that was out of the way, I was able to have a more personal conversation with her and I did all of this without having hardly any anxiety whatsoever. It was there a tiny bit but I was able to maintain eye contact, and not have any nervous body language that I was aware of.
The main thing is when we use to see each other more often, I would try to hang onto her every word and be a bit clingy. But this time around, I wasn't caring about what to say or do, I was just being in the present moment listening to what she had to say. Then I just responded back and forth, which lasted for about 15 minutes. I have also noticed lately that I am not in that mode where every time I see a hot woman, I have to stare her down or go damn she's hot. I just take a casual glance at her and go about my business. I seem to be putting myself more on a higher pedestal than women, which to me is something new to me. Since I have done the direct opposite in the past.
I feel like I am becoming more of a man. I do have to say I am seeing more results from stage 4 than from any other stage so far. My dreams have been more intense and it feels like I am letting go of old stuff from what I am seeing in my dreams. Also, this program is making me take a good hard look at where my life is and quite frankly, I don't like where I am currently at right now. The main area that I have looked at the most, is my career, I have to make a change. So, now I am trying to put a plan together to quit my current job and do something that is more fulfilling.
Shannon, I have to applaud you for making AM6! I look forward to using SM3 after AM6 to deal with another area in my life that needs to be dealt with.
The main thing is when we use to see each other more often, I would try to hang onto her every word and be a bit clingy. But this time around, I wasn't caring about what to say or do, I was just being in the present moment listening to what she had to say. Then I just responded back and forth, which lasted for about 15 minutes. I have also noticed lately that I am not in that mode where every time I see a hot woman, I have to stare her down or go damn she's hot. I just take a casual glance at her and go about my business. I seem to be putting myself more on a higher pedestal than women, which to me is something new to me. Since I have done the direct opposite in the past.
I feel like I am becoming more of a man. I do have to say I am seeing more results from stage 4 than from any other stage so far. My dreams have been more intense and it feels like I am letting go of old stuff from what I am seeing in my dreams. Also, this program is making me take a good hard look at where my life is and quite frankly, I don't like where I am currently at right now. The main area that I have looked at the most, is my career, I have to make a change. So, now I am trying to put a plan together to quit my current job and do something that is more fulfilling.
Shannon, I have to applaud you for making AM6! I look forward to using SM3 after AM6 to deal with another area in my life that needs to be dealt with.
