01-17-2014, 10:06 AM
Day 4 + 5
I wrote nothing yesterday because I was busy and nothing interesting happened. Today however, something interesting became obvious to me : I am now more assertive. I was at the gym and I was using a machine that another guy wanted to use. He aggressed me verbally telling me that "here we share the machines, 1 guy does 1 set of repetitions, then another one does, and so on". He just wanted to get the machine and because I look quite weak, I think he thought it would be easy to get the machine ! I told him that I would not let him use the machine right now because I was finding my starting weight on this particular machine. He insisted and I remained on my positions. He just went away to other machines. Victory for Adri, because before I would just have let him get the machine and do what he wanted ! Great
Something not so great also happened. I was on the bus and some girl from my old school came into the bus and recognized me. We kept talking and so on but while I was speaking to her, I started to blush, which is someting I do sometimes when I'm uncomfortable. But there were no reasons apart from the fact the I consider her to be part of my "old life", the life in which I was socially incompetent and all these stuffs. I made huge progresses on 6 months, learning hypnosis, NLP and all those stuff. I am now a more than average guy socially speaking. But I think that because she never saw me the way I am now, it made me uncomfortable. I don't really know, just a supposition. I hope AM will help me overcome those blushes.
Have a nice day,
-Adri
I wrote nothing yesterday because I was busy and nothing interesting happened. Today however, something interesting became obvious to me : I am now more assertive. I was at the gym and I was using a machine that another guy wanted to use. He aggressed me verbally telling me that "here we share the machines, 1 guy does 1 set of repetitions, then another one does, and so on". He just wanted to get the machine and because I look quite weak, I think he thought it would be easy to get the machine ! I told him that I would not let him use the machine right now because I was finding my starting weight on this particular machine. He insisted and I remained on my positions. He just went away to other machines. Victory for Adri, because before I would just have let him get the machine and do what he wanted ! Great
Something not so great also happened. I was on the bus and some girl from my old school came into the bus and recognized me. We kept talking and so on but while I was speaking to her, I started to blush, which is someting I do sometimes when I'm uncomfortable. But there were no reasons apart from the fact the I consider her to be part of my "old life", the life in which I was socially incompetent and all these stuffs. I made huge progresses on 6 months, learning hypnosis, NLP and all those stuff. I am now a more than average guy socially speaking. But I think that because she never saw me the way I am now, it made me uncomfortable. I don't really know, just a supposition. I hope AM will help me overcome those blushes.
Have a nice day,
-Adri
