6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS))

[Catman]

Actually, considering the circumstances and her quite obvious delusions, she was being polite. Even used the local honorific for "sir" and everything. I wouldn't want to give her any ideas with flowers and all that, though.

Playing it safe, I hear you, hahaha.

Sounds like the combo programs are serving you well, I've been enjoying your journal. Soon, I'll be on the 6G bandwagon at last.

Wish you continued success!

[Have at ye]

Thanks! Enjoy the 6G bonanza!

[Have at ye]

Purchased X4A-1600 (for science, of course) but it's gonna wait until I finish my OSC run at least, and then we'll also see what other programs are available then. Going to run it with the DRS because I literallly value my sanity.

Also, the lady in the picture reminds my of this psychologist-lady I met recently and I've been crushing on hard, haha. Not as boobalicious, though, but also a natural redhead.

Had a very good session with my analyst today, she mentioned "boundaries" a lot, as if she'd somehow noticed that I'm setting pretty hardcore boundaries now (the DRS v2 is a very *hard* boundary ). I'm also feeling better and more active and everything, so I'll be rejoining our friendly Lacanians in their psychoanalytic meetings (therapist said it's fine - they don't mind being in psychotherapy with someone and meeting the person in other areas of life as well, to an extent). Maybe I'll meet some nice ladies there while I'm at it, heheh.

[Shannon]

Science appreciates your purchase.

[4Kingdoms]

I've been wondering...
When you feel DRS 6G fire up, do you visually see who may be sending negativity your way?

If you can visually see the negative person, do you see their reaction to DRS 6G?

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Going to run X4A-1600 (for science, of course) with the DRS because I literally value my sanity.

You value your sanity, we all value our sanity.

Have you thought about running DRS 6G as needed?

You will experience the full power of X4A-1600 if you decide to run DRS 6G as needed.

[Have at ye]

I believe all sorts of shielding work best if they're constant and consistent. I intend to keep using DRS v2 for at least a year continously, lest certain someones start thinking me "fair game" again.

I don't get visualizations/visions per se (I'm more of a "word/sound" guy in general), but I will start thinking intensely about certain people even in their abscence which could be a hint they're trying to project something onto me. I do get imaginings related to their potential reactions as well.

This could be a mix of unconscious knowledge and imagination, so it should be taken with a grain of salt.

[Shannon]

I'd like your take on how DRS v1 and V2 compare and contrast.

[Have at ye]

The differences I have noticed:

1. DRS v2 is more adaptable. It appears to be adapting itself to the kinds of attacks it is being exposed to and is thus way more effective at reflecting them.

2. It's way better at deflecting attempts to cause cognitive dissonance. DRS v1 did not seem to be focused on this.

3. It's more "solid" - less stuff gets through.

4. It keeps negative energies further away from me (when they get too close, I start feeling them physically in my body as "wonky sensations" or sometimes physical pain).

5. It appears to able to withstand concentrated, coordinated effort. I'm lovin' it.

I'll write more once I've used it longer and field-tested it more extensively.

[Have at ye]

Oh, and:

6. DRS v2 is way more energy efficient. I only had to dig into my personal, physical energy while using it twice (mentioned those two instances earlier in my journal, "cognitive attacks") which drained me of energy and made me hungry. DRS v1 was very demanding personal energy-wise.

[Have at ye]

All this DRS talk has reminded me of this song by the great American band Clutch from the aptly named album "Psychic Warfare": X-Ray Visions!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8cmbmwFAl8

"Last thing I remember I was climbing by the ruins,
I don't know who's to blame for that but I know who didn't do it!
With every day that passes it keeps on getting stranger,
But that really doesn't bother me because I GET OFF ON THE DANGER!"

Psychic warfare is real! You better believe it, sister - x-ray visions!

[Have at ye]

Had some wonky sensations yesterday which could have actually been a mix between OSC digging through stuff and the DRS v2 reflecting attempts at preventing me from doing so (because why would people want me self-confident, obviously).

Had Metallica's The Unforgiven playing. \m/

("You labeled me, I'll label you,
So I dub thee Unforgiven...")

Also set up a profile on Facebook Dates and I'm getting some lovely chats with some very attractive ladies (although the median age on FB Dating appears to be higher than on other dating thingies, I'm getting matched with the younger ones, apparently), we'll see what comes of it. I feel way more comfortable chatting ladies up and then conversing with them, even in a "cold-call" situation.

[Have at ye]

29 days of OSC + DRS v2 today.

Had some very fascinating dreams these past couple of days, very involved.

Feeling slightly frustrated today because my singing practice is going great, my technical proficiency has skyrocketed, but I do not have any auditions or singing jobs in the works (we're out of audition season, but still...). I'm fantasizing how a 6G US(LMaxx) would fix this situation, heheh.

Flirting with some girls over the Internet, one was very impressed with my honesty after I told her I had a serious mental health crisis (she asked me to recommend her a therapist, lewl - which I did, of course!) and then said she "admires my stubborness" after I described my professional situation as an opera singer. Honesty is a strong weapon when you wield it with self-confidence!

[Have at ye]

Today marks day 31st of OSC + DRS v2! Woo-hooo, we're halfway there!

Not much more to report on since last time, though. Things seem to be progressing. I am noticing an increased need for sleep (when I go to sleep, I tend to sleep longer than usual) but that's probably also related to my physical regimen of EMS-induced masochism. Looking better with every passing week, though, so it's worth it.

Can't wait to try X4A-1600, especially that people are reporting it's actively working-through any resistance they may be having towards its effectiveness. Could be useful to me as well!

Chatted up some ladies yesterday due to Int. Women's Day and got some nice responses in return.

[Have at ye]

Oooh, of course there's at least one more beautiful woman among our friendly Lacanians (apart from my analyst who's, like, married or something, I think ), very pretty tall/slim blonde girl. Unfortunately I had to leave today before getting to know her better and she looked a bit disappointed by that, but we'll see whether she'll be attending their further classes (she probably will, given her level of involvment into the whole thing). Neat-o!

(I'm on the lookout for future responders to X4A-1600 while I'm OSCing, heheh. You know, to scientifically measure their response before and after. For science, of course. Totally.)

It's like I always say, in life you gotta learn how to mix pleasure with pleasure.

The lectures/seminars were very good too.